Ashton Deroy #AutismAware #MoralAuthority declaration #GodComplex from Child Abuse

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God Complex: This is not a gift. It means you were prepared by legal representation by people too dumb to understand the meaning of the words “Child of a Type 1 Diabetic.” I don’t have a gift. I have an Intersex birth defect. I fight bed wetting with the term “Nocturnal” . I also tighten my core when I can by means of yoga. I will be abusing my God complex by acting like an A**hole now.

#AutismAware – Remember if you wait too long to declare your #moralauthority your neurotically typical family will lash out at you. I am Ashton De Roy and I declared #Seizure #Delusions at 26 by legal dictation.

#Autistic Trigger manipulations at home are a game and the motive can be anything from they want to get rid of you to they want to push you to the system. I prepared a legal self defense for all of the above and submitted it to public record as discussed with #Political representation.

I declared my Moral authority in High school like a sane person. Then just went along with all the autism aware conversations. The fact is my family abuses #Psychotic disorders to hide wrongdoing and #ChildAbuse . That is my opinion. It is a personal truth. If my family doesn’t abuse Psychotic disorders. Where did everyone go? #NiceTry you guys are #Transparrent #bigots

Why I was taught a Autism Legal God Complex?

It goes without saying I respect Transgender lives. Despite the fact I have screwed with Transgender people relentlessly! LOL

I am not your average bully because I am not a bully. I teach self-defense. I am a God Complex.

When did this start?

I was actually given my God Complex pretty close to my Autism Diagnosis. Related to the fact I have an intersex hormonal disorder (too much testosterone, so stop pissing me off.) & I have have had so many behavioral modifications I have no practical sense of

I have tried to tell people for a long time now. I am going to do what I want to do.

This does not mean I have the right to harm anyone. However, if you are asking if I have the right to be a prick? Yes I absolutely do.

I am from a family that ignores the fact I am supposed to take specific actions to avoid Autism Seizures and they therefore replace it with their own emotional burdens and concerns.

I have been a victim of OCD Abuse and I am not nice about this. So outing your OCD to me is a good way to be challenged. The fact of the matter is that OCD is a condition that worsens under their ideal circumstances. Not being challenged properly made my mother worse at taking care of me & my brother. It made Chris stop an Autism Aware at 22 because he saw me immediately declaring my God Complex & it made Kaylib uncomfortable because they claimed they didn’t feel like equals. Sorry Kaylib I don’t have equals in that manner. We have not had the pursuit of creative collaboration or intellectual collaboration and we are queer. This means we have done nothing to achieve equal status.

If I declare my autism publicly which I think I should… I have to declare the God Complex with it. It is a declaration that I have to do whatever it takes to save my life. It is also is a declaration of out of control behaviors that I was taught to regulate with counselling when I choose. Not when someone else chooses.

Good audiobook for molestation rehabilitation

To: Kaylib Drury

When someone declares themselves to be God? IT MEANS STOP CONTROLLING THEM!

Well I am at it. Grandma Pat, Randy & Tracy…

You can’t control a God Complex and it will get ugly if you try.

Now here is the last thing… I have been manipulated for so long I have now developed the ability to pull strings behind the scenes to screw with people pissing me off.

I do not intend to stop.

You are trying to take someone in the practice of Self-Worship and make them in to a sensible & practical person. Let me very clear, I will get high in your church like I did to Rosie. I will spit on your traditional values, I will mock the idea that my family is mentally healthy & I will not be swear to a No Cops pact with anyone.

Aunt Barb & Leah has proven Troy is unsafe. Matthew Clarke has been given his Autism Aware for participating in family manipulations. I have also warned other family members I can order them to have psychological assessments with an attorney. That is a Child Abuse & Special Ed privilege.

To: Family

Sorry Papa Dick wasn’t allowed around me. You kind of dropped the ball on Shane Fraiser Molesting me & giving me a concussion though. I think the idea is to keep psychosocial hazards away. I have talked to Community Justice Students at Loyalist College and this is not an unreasonable demand.

(I guarantee I followed through on that with Melissa & her son.)

About not being accommodated… If this continues I am dead or heading to a place of unhealthy decay. This last concussion was particularly dangerous. I had seizures everyday from August to the end of my admission at Safe Beds and I was hospitalized twice.

I know about the Autism Aware Trigger game. I am producing an Affidavit in the near future to ensure if this is done to another kid you guys are charged. I can admit to broad attention seeking behaviors in regards to Tanya, Tina in regards to Terry. However, If you don’t tell me the argument to make… I will make the destructive argument. Instead of alienation that leads to a Cyber Security Information leak. Don’t be so willing to press the Block button. It is not a magick button from a Legal Dictation wielding psychopath. Thank you Seneca College Marketing class, Greenwich Associates and Bill 159! 😀

I Ashton Deroy was just given this skill! Legal Dictation Weeeeeeeeeeee! I know why they were worried about it being traced back to them at Seneca College. This was a big pain in the A** for my family, the police & etc. I think it was hilarious. 😀 Sometimes people want to play who abused the Autistic? I will gladly share this. Shane Fraiser by molestation, My parents through unlawful manipulation & New Entry: Matthew Clarke through unchecked mental illness.

3 ways I was abused while attending East Northumberland Secondary School & Trenton High School.

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  1. I was molested – I was molested by my ex step brother & Second cousin Shane Fraiser. Dad didn’t understand by Marrying my mom’s Cousin of a hick family that he automatically was committing abuse.
  2. I was obstructed from obtaining my education – I still found a way.
  3. I was alienated – I wasn’t allowed to have Special Ed friends or overnight guests ever. I grew up constantly lonely. I had a best friend in the Chess club that I wanted to be closer to but I couldn’t because I didn’t want them to be called a “Retard” at my house.
  4. I was subjected to Psychosocial Abuse – Melissa Deroy has BiPolar neurosis and Psychosis. Which put me at odds with constant abuse.
  5. I was put in the middle of a divorce feud I did not care about

Sometimes I can’t tell the difference between love & abuse… All I have ever wanted was just to be fed, socialized and cared for. That is not what I got. Instead I got isolation and a creative writing journal.

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Ashton Deroy: I get upset that my coping mechanism for autism+ Psychosis is stopped.

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I have Seizures and delusions related to my Autism. This is a related link on autism use of ritalin and psychosis.

“Using high doses of methylphenidate has been reported to cause serious complications, such as psychosis, seizure, liver damage, and cardiovascular side effects. Previous studies have suggested that psychotic symptoms may be found following methylphenidate consumption in patients with ADHD.” Google

When I was a kid? My weight got down much too low while using Ritalin. This was possibly how my disorder began. There were also multiple other near death moments growing up related to my autism.

I need this tool to cope with delusions, grieving and accepting health issues. When it is taken away? I feel lost, confused & disengaged. I have studied Green Party of Canada ethics in order to guarantee my right to practice this Indigenous faith.

Intention: With this Blog I am permanently declaring myself a Wiccan. Guaranteeing my right to practice wherever I go and whoever I am with.

Mental illness aware… For a while!

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Since I was 12 years old. I have been losing sh** unhealed by family. Which now that I think about it means this has been going on long enough…

What was my secret? “I see Dead people!!!!”

A certain TV show gave me an idea on how to code psychotic episodes related to seizures.

Gray, J. (2005). Ghost Whisperer TV show. Los Angeles, CA: Paramount Television Studios. Retrieved September 10, 2020.

The failing state of Morality.

“Moral authority is authority premised on principles, or fundamental truths, which are independent of written, or positive, laws. As such, moral authority necessitates the existence of and adherence to truth.

Because truth does not change, the principles of moral authority are immutable or unchangeable, although as applied to individual circumstances the dictates of moral authority for action may vary due to the exigencies of human life.” Wikipedia

Why people won’t declare their moral authority?

Declaring moral authority involves getting stepped on and kicked around a lot if you are autistic or have a brain injury. I have a brain injury & I am autistic. We think of someone like my Cousin Terry who was homeless as a result of wanting to handle things his own way while handling his Huntington’s disease. Your moral authority should be an expression of individuality. (I have never thought of autism as a disability, I thought of it as a type of personality. I think a brain injury is a disability.)

Moral authority is an invitation for your family to show you how corrupt and sadistic they really are. I am talking about Randy Deroy and Tracy Carpenter. However, I am also talking about Dwayne Richardson and Kimberly Richardson.

Not just direct relatives. I was dumped during amnesia while trying to make a declaration of sound mind so that I could continue to control my circumstances by Kaylib Drury. He is still blocking me and abusing me. The fact that we can’t seem to rationalize that during a brain injury is not a time to negotiate circumstances of a relationship is more than dense. It is sheer stupidity. I think under these interpreted circumstances we have to look at Kaylib Drury’s actions for the selfish and harmful actions they were and are.

This is not acceptable at all. The reason we have a world full of adult children who will never claim their moral authority? We have a system ready to abuse them in North America the minute someone decides to be a moral being. It will do so by not acknowledging their preferences, contracts & personal opinions.

So an older generation & existing generation is stepping on each other so hard. That declaring political alliances & even coming out of the closet has become impossible to finish for many never to be adults. What we are creating? A generation of unhealthy god complexes who both don’t trust their family to allow their individuality & at the same time… They are paralyzed by achieving the slightest success.

Take a look at my Morality here. Do you think I had my free speech suppressed?

Declaring your moral authority should not be taken as permission to throw someone to the system. That is what is being done however… I am being left desperate and destitute. I will make sure this doesn’t happen again to other injured relatives.

I should of had more help with this than I did.

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It is negligence to abandon an Autistic person when in pain because they may not be able to rationalize it. I am related to both a Social Worker in training & a Nurse. So why did somebody outside of my family have to remind me of this?

Thank you Cassie for helping me realize I am not the monster. I am a poor pain regulator. Check out her website here—-> Click here to see it.

Why I can’t work after the pandemic?

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It is time to admit something. I don’t think I can work after the Pandemic. As a result of sitting in Safe Beds having Seizure every night since I got here. I am realizing that working is no longer in the cards for me.

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Since the Pandemic I have been denied my Human Rights. I have been denied access to healthcare, I have been denied access to affordable housing and I have been denied the basic human compassion one needs to survive. I am mentally scarred & physically worn out. I don’t see any circumstances where I can return to regular work.

To conclude, I guess my Dad is getting what he wants. I am admitting now from this point forward I am too disabled to work. I can’t control my Seizures, I can’t control my pain and I can’t control my temperament anymore. You win Randy Deroy. Your kids are officially all going handicapped.

A generation destroyed in Quinte West

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If you look in the picture below you will see part of a generation destroyed. I am not kidding!

It is as if my family thinks the entire generation I am in should just quit and live on disability. Which is objectively insane on the face of it!

I have been autism Aware since grade school. Even I could tell back then! Social assistance is no way to live…

Three things they told me to do?

  • “Don’t worry about going to High School. Just charge your childhood molester.” This was something Mom wanted. Well I don’t want to charge anyone because then people will think I am just some Autistic person who randomly cries “Rape”. Something I demonstrated as Satire with Kaylib Drury.
  • “Quit working and go on Disability.” Dad said this. I don’t want to quit working… I am in pain & if I quit working I will never have any money for marijuana. I will just live in a constant struggle.
  • “Just Vote Conservative!” I don’t vote Conservative. I am queer and Autistic. I also saw the Harper Administration fight against gay marriage and marijuana legalization. I am going to go ahead and say no.

Listen the idea that 3/4 kids end up on disability isn’t good. It shouldn’t be celebrated. You are maiming your kids and walking away….

The only good thing about this experience is… I don’t have to ever worry about this happening again.

This is on the record now. I was put in Safe Beds against my will. That is deliberately how I recorded this event.

Why did I do this? I do not want to end up in long term care. Like my great aunt Barb I will fight it until the day I die. I will just not be as nice about it. I intend to be an *** !

Oh the photo above with Ashley & Matt was taken at Canada’s Wonderland. Where Matt wondered? “Why doesn’t Ashton Deroy want to use a disabled pass?” I just don’t Matt Clarke. I successfully integrated. You are asking me “Why don’t you want to opt to regress?” I just don’t.

Ashton Deroy’s Special Ed Culture.

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I think people were waiting for me to declare myself. Then they wanted me to re-introduce myself. I am Ashton Deroy & I have Special Needs Autism.

What does it mean to have a Special Ed Culture? “I guess I better start confessing to some things.

  1. Birthdays are big deal to me. 😀 I like and look forward to Birthday cake.
  2. I always have to trim my nails for seizures.
  3. I don’t care about Social Norms. I actually don’t have social anxiety because it involves a level of caring I don’t have.
  4. I like to do Research on everything. I live in the Library & gym usually.
  5. I fall in love fast and out of love fast. Except with Kaylib Drury.
  6. I have sisters & brothers outside of my blood relative family.
  7. I have assimilated to Chinese Culture multiple times. That is why I have picked up much of it.
  8. I do not like prejudice! All environments I am in need to be Multicultural & LGBT+ friendly.
  9. I am not supposed to be smoking. It causes seizures.
  10. I am 20 years in to Over Therapy. I find Psychology to be the hobby of the most boring people. The profession of people who overcompensate for mental illness. Lastly it is the bible of the over correctors.
  11. I am watching Dating on the Spectrum on Netflix.

Schedule:

  1. 9:00 A.M. Breakfast
  2. 12:00 P.M. Lunch
  3. 3:00 P.M. Popcorn
  4. 4:00P.M. Workout
  5. 5:00P.M. Dinner
  6. 7:00P.M. Study and Social Media organization
  7. 8:00P.M. Prepare for tomorrow.

I have to remember being in love with Kaylib Drury. <3 Autism Brain Injury statement.

I re-declared Moral authority while in Safe Beds. Well I declared my own insanity to.

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So don’t put me back here. Okay?

This was actually supposed to be a apology. Kaylib Drury is the only one I am sorry to now.

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Here is to the only person who deserves an Apology. I am sorry Kaylib Drury. I lied to you about my authentic personality. You might of thought I was nicer than I actually am.

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This post is supposed to be about how I hacked the conditions of my autism and got better by myself. I dated a Psychologist, I learned coordination through yoga & I confided in a Social Worker as a child about the conditions of living with Kimberly Hill. That was never going to be enough for my family. Except with me learning psychology since childhood… I hate to say it this exercise was a trust fall not a obstacle course.

Someone else was literally supposed to offer to take over for me…

Sorry Kaylib Drury

Research from York University

Psychology Prof Jennifer Mills from York U

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Ashton Deroy used this information as a Special Needs Autistic to mess with their family. However York University does intend to charge their family if they continue Special Needs abuse.

” I’m a Liar am I lying? “

Thank you

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Ashton Deroy Declares Incest aware

Autism House hunting Kingston ontario.

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  1. Do research on Autism. Here you go! Buy resources here. You have to Ethically.
  2. Do you desire supportive or non-supportive housing. Go for Non-supportive if you function highly. Supportive housing drives me nuts! To be completely honest.
  3. Location? Where you want to live?
  4. Budget.

When applying to ads?

  • Be Honest
  • Call or email the landlord

What not to do?

  • Do not be rude
  • Do not give all your personal information
  • Do not message multiple times

Potential Scripts:

  • Confirm Rent price
  • Is anyone else living there?
  • Is smoking allowed?
  • Is there a bus stop nearby
  • Do you limit any legal rights? If so why? If you get legal limitations on your rental immediately legally choke them out. Sometimes we have to be mean to have moral authority. This is how Autistic people get in to situations of housing abuse. Parents will not bail you out!

Steps before moving in

  1. Sign the lease , get access
  2. Find furniture
  3. Get moving supplies
  4. Harm Reduction supplies. I get video games and stress balls.
  5. Get food. Plenty of veggies. No constipation allowed.
  6. Guest Policy – Make your landlords follow the absolute law.
  7. Make a budget

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Community resources: Food and Groceries Kingston Ontario

  • Partners Mission foodbank (613)544-4534
  • St. Joseph Regional house food bank (613)389-0275
  • Martha’s table, (613) 546-0320
  • The Good Food box, (613) 546-0320
  • St .Vincent De Paul society, (613)546-3333
  • Salvation army family services, (613)548-4111
  • St. George’s Cathedral, (613) 548-4617
  • St. Mary’s Cathedral, (613)548-3869
  • St. Paul’s Anglican Church, (613) 542-5870

Community resources

  • CDK Family medicine and walk in clinic, (613) 766-0318
  • CDK Family Medicine and Walk-in Clinic, (613) 766-0318
  • Family Medicine and Urgent Care Centre, (613)389-3348
  • Hotel Dieu Hospital Urgent Care Centre, (613)546-1240
  • Street Health, (613)549-1440
  • TeleHealth, 1866-797-0000

Dear Family. Why I went to Seneca College?

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This is what you get for never shutting up about things I don’t care about. Family Drama over & over. Follow me on Twitter.

It is raining again. I thought I’d explain why I went to Seneca . I looked up my #Autism in #Medline . I got some #MedicalMarijuana for #SEIZURES and I avoided conversations about complex trauma and #Incest in mom’s family. Who I am very ashamed of City Of Quinte West

From Safe Beds Autistic Community Resources

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Hotel Dieu Hospital: 613-544-3400

Detox: 613549-6461

I am censoring myself flipping everyone off for being stupid. I already declared Autism Aware.

Talk Line: 613-544-1771

Queen’s Legal Aid:613-533-2220

Sexual Assault Centre: 613-545-0762

Connex Ontario/ Healthcare Connect: 1-866-532-3161

Resolve Counselling services: (613) 549-7850

152 Grenadier Dr. Kingston Ontario

Protected under the Fair Dealings act, because I had a relationship with this rental and I am moving to terminate it by the end of the month. It means that I can submit FREE Market Research for reference by Google users.

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Any financial reprecussions or Business repercussions will be viewed as obstruction and will be dealt with swiftly in reference to Loyalist College Legal Fundamentals and with open access to a wide array of Liars on…. GOOGLE! 😀

Content of Review:

This house overall needs to work on developing Boundaries. This is a 5 point review on what went well and what needs work. The purpose is Legal Market Research, proof of a pattern and U/X improvement. the outcome will be measured by Email contact to Ashtonderoy@gmail.com .

  1. Kayla is a incredible property Manager. She knows how to manage resources at an academic level.
  2. The house is always tidy
  3. The Property owner doesn’t talk directly tenants
  4. The house needs to develop boundaries. I went crazy in the house related to an injury and Kayla Younge started talking for me to my parents. No, screw you. I was crazy but I was still Autism Aware. Don’t do this again or someone will use this record to sue you!
  5. The people in this house not just me, but the people in this house need to develop boundaries. Fred monitors your activity on the WiFi and then suggests behavior mods. As a result I gave up habits I enjoy.

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I am the Autistic Ostrich

I am the Autistic Ostrich… Here is what is wrong with me!

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Okay so guess who was empowered by me seeking mental health treatment when I explicitly didn’t ask for it? It was not me the sexual assault victim who bravely moved on. It was not me the victim of amnesia who can’t count on their family. It was my ex, it was my family and it was my old job.

In this essay I am going to outline the stuff I don’t want to talk about on a usual basis. This way people can understand that mental health is not a 1 size fits all solution. In fact if you look in to my record at Quinte Health where I see a counsellor usually, it actually wasn’t supposed to be the solution at all. Why wasn’t this the solution?

Self-Esteem Questionaire:

  1. Do you like yourself as you are? No, what has given me the reason to like myself as I am? The fact that I am smart. Yet my Dad still agreed to have me verify my sexual assault in his separation. The fact that every boyfriend I have ever had has taken control or insulted my mental health. Yet I just keep hoping to fall in love. Yep I am the damaged one. Barely functioning 5 ft 9 rape victim Ashton Deroy takes the blame again. I might of scared people including family & even Kaylib Drury. I will take full blame for that. Do they take full blame for what they do? The fact that there is no Multiculturalism in our family so I am sad. The fact that I am a target for argumentation and debate. Or the fact that I require help from family that I do not receive.
  2. Should people be relatively grateful to have me in their lives? This is what makes mental health such a dumb and worthless occupational field. People either demonstrate they appreciate having you around. Or they do what Liam Hennessy did the entire time I dated him and gaslight me, calling me crazy and screwed up! I was actually approached by Liam Hennessy and asked to charge a person he claimed sexually assaulted him. Even though I never had that same experience.
  3. This is me yesterday lost in my own mind and struggling to get family help in the rain.
  4. If I didn’t know me? I’d think I was okay. No I wouldn’t think I am okay. I am a gay bash victim, a victim of mental manipulations and a rape victim. If I didn’t know me… I would see me behaving how I do and according to popular opinions. I would think I was and I quote “Still fucked up!” Liam Hennessy in regards to special needs people. (By the way I have never called Liam Hennessy out for abusing me. The rush is exhilarating!”)
  5. Growing up was I given the feeling that I properly deserve to exist? Does your Step brother Shane Fraiser repeating the phrases “Sped!” , “Retard.” & “Kill yourself” count? Sarcasm (Entertainment for stupid people) >> If so I was totally given the right to exist.
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The only idea I would agree to traumatic anxiety wise. After gay bash, after rape and after manipulative torture. I need hugs but they aren’t going to be found anymore because Kaylib Drury left and he was the only person I wanted them from. I need to enjoy cake with my friends… Even though I have brutally transitioned by routine so many times I don’t know who they are anymore. I want to enjoy arts & culture with Ashley…  I don’t believe in a better future because I have never been shown properly the possibility of one.  The proof is in how I got mental help. I was dumped and had all my stuff moved to the Napanee Police. I had seizures in the rain yesterday and still wanted to talk to Kaylib Drury because I missed him.

I get my passive aggressiveness tested even though I said not to because if aggressiveness is triggered I won’t be able to stop it. So I try to be passive and nice hoping that someone will take that for what it is. The fact that I want to learn, love & be cared for. However, I keep getting told somehow… Some way!!! The answer is going to be in seeking psychological help. I am happy to be where I am because I no longer trust the people I am supposed to love.

I have no culture anymore… I have no home… I have no lighter… I have no weed… Why do you think I would choose this help willingly? I have nothing to go back to when I am done. Furthermore I am of the opinion that ODSP is a crutch for families who don’t want to better their financial wellbeing and force independence on self-identified interdependent autistic people with poor self-regulation. This isn’t the help I need. It is the help being forced on me. That is what my mental health professionals told me a long time ago when I self-submitted complex trauma .

3 ways Deroy, McGraw & Hill families create psychopaths.

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I kept hoping at some point everyone would shut up and let me do my own thing. However, they just had to autism aware a brain injury victim. So here is the truth. I have reported information on every single parent and relative that has probably made it’s way to social services. Time to explain myself after all of this time.

Why did I do it? What has been happening to give me so much anxiety?

  1. Over emphasis on independence – They are forcing morons in to resiliency. Even me with my ability to run in to walls over & over again. They don’t get it… People not capable of independence should not be independent. Not everyone can be rehabilitated for independence. That doesn’t mean they can’t work or be a functional member of society.
  2. Everything can be solved through psychology – No… Your psychology is wrong. Also performing exercises of emotional burden like Kimberly Hill Richardson, Mary McGraw and Nicole Hill. I did not approve of this. I disagreed with this entirely.
  3. Not recognizing someone’s moral authority – Just because someone is different, gender non-conforming or maybe weird. They feel they have the right to denounce it to enforce social normalcy. Then they push people in to these impossible moral arguments rather than take responsibility for improving their kids. The term is Obsessive Compulsive Disorder and it is not flattering how they got about it. I just fixate on birthdays & dying my hair blonde for brain injuries.

It is easy to make claims like…. “Stop lying!” response “I HAVE TO! You are a concern to my safety.” “Be a descent human being!” Response “I don’t want to because I don’t like who I am around!” “Go on ODSP” response “You are forcing harmful independence that could risk my social norms.” Besides that we all know ODSP is often abused as a lifetime system for people who can work… Rather than something for an emergency. Next time I get help with wages. I will need it 100% . I have Autism + Concussion and I have been wrecking my own life. I can own up to wrecking my own life. I just want my family to stop owning up to that and own up to their mistakes around me. If not we can keep this chaotic game going forever. I give 0 shits about a family of dumbass ideological psychotics.

Working on God Complex

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It is not enough to be god. I need to establish a following. I need people to know the beauties of Wiccan Communism! I need people to know right from wrong by the Mystical dictator’s terms. I will be working on these platforms today.

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Shout out to my abuser…. SHANE FRAISER (PEDOPHILE) AND MELISSA DEROY/FRAISER (PEDOPHILE ENABLER) . To Melissa…. LOSE MY LAST NAME BITCH!

Rebranding notice.

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Autism Revolution has been an incredible audiobook. So much so I don’t feel right using the domain name anymore. People need to know about this audiobook. Which is why? I sent a paperback to my autistic Step brother.

Purpose: To establish our own unique Graphic Design brand in Greater Napanee Ontario.

Outcome: We are operating an aggressive Social media campaign to protest issues, fix local and franchise businesses. As well as making the community aware of the problems currently facing us.

Ashton Deroy’s emotional flashcards PDF

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Retractions for public disinformation

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Creative writing: Hey readers sorry to disappoint but we got slapped with a lawsuit and we have to retract some data. We are removing Data on Matthew Clarke and Tracy Carpenter as well as Ashley. Thank you for reading.

Sorry for the inconvenience.

Autism aware, living with a god complex.

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Imagine for a minute if you will a family whose morality stems from a higher power, puritanical beliefs and racism. Now imagine that family suppresses your mixed gender identity, Wicca & Political opinions. You become a stealth member of psychological manipulation. Not to mention you have a Me Too story you outlined in an affidavit. I AM A MYSTICAL GOD!

My beliefs all stem from Sustainability. Feminism, Indigenous rights, Hemp as a renewable resource and the all mighty Green New Deal. In High School I was in the Environmental Club. This was where I formed most of my morality. I also own Al Gore’s Book The Future.

Since this is the utmost honest. The data is available and being presented with integrity. I am asking Google to remove the index for www.Ashtonderoy.ca . To my personal beliefs it is blasphemy and slander of a Communist Wiccan God.

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Ashton Deroy writes: We must all reject right wing extremism in the form of prejudice, harassment and bullshit excuses. Do not forgive and do not forget for if we do they will never learn. I am Ashton Deroy, I am a Wiccan and a proud member of Anti-fascism through Anonymous action and activity. I am not an extremist, rather I am a reactionary member of a Socialist faction. I am a gay bash victim, an abused autistic and a rape victim. In other words, come at me bro!

I will be your sensitivity reader for lgbtq, autism, mental health

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Submit for Market Research purposes. Protected under the fair dealings act in Canada. This is a research peace of Fiverr. Let’s get in to this.

This shouldn’t be a surprise for anyone but I do have issues with emotions. That being said I think Autistic people can be a little too over sensitive and that doesn’t work either. For example, Matthew-Clarke.ca Matt has a pattern of irrational behavior such as drunk driving and then resorts to defensive sensitivity. This is actually harmful and interferes with their ability to develop life skills. I do not tolerate this and neither will the Autism Revolution!

Experiment: For the interest of transparency I did train this kid on dealing with difficult customers. Whether they get an A+ or an F it is up to them.

Sensitivity wise: I failed, I really did. F – I am okay with that. I am a customer so let’s do some business!

Quote from seller: “I’m really sorry you were unhappy. You already have the knowledge of the topic that I would normally help with, so I tried to help you with accessibility in other ways. There isn’t really anything negative to say about your content or your idea so there wasn’t much for me to comment on, which is a good sign that you know what you’re doing. I assure you that I do a thorough and thoughtful job when given clear instructions and a goal, but in this case I did the best I could. Thanks.” Keep in mind this is a deliberate stress test that I have paid the participant for.

My first review:

But I didn’t get everything I paid for. So we sent in the Buyers’ Union on Fiverr.

2020-07-17 – We decided to turn this post in to satire. I have my Jen account pretending to be drunk. Today the kid literally pretended to be suicidal to get out of the agreement. Listen, at the end of the day I think you are my competitor. Intention: I am clogging your business to make sure we don’t compete. 6133923561 Quinte West OPP called at 10:51 AM on 07-25-2020 . Note: We still suspect this account is distributing copyrighted works however we have been asked to leave them alone. We request someone else pick up this study from here.

Want to give the Research feedback? I am autistic with seizure episodes and I would love feedback. I would also love resources. Contact me below:

Dear Alison Scarlett

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I hope you liked the Cyber Security attack I staged today. That was for your benefit! 🙂

I am not even that upset. I just want to promote the seriousness of Autism + Concussion and I was willing to do it at your expense.

Sincerely

Ashton Deroy

Cyber Security attack initiated with some of my classmates.

Autism Revolution. Why we will look to replace Federal and Provincial Governments?

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Promo:

#AutismAware and I happen to vote in #Canada and #Ontario. I will also look to vote in whatever Municipality I land in the long term. In this piece, we will explore my injury, the services I was denied for #Accessibility as well as the need for CBD and #MedicalMarijuana reform.

Dedicated to: Diana Skye , Alana Julia , Suzanne Duma , Pat Deroy & Randy Deroy

Both the Provincial and Federal government can consider themselves marked by the Autistic Political community. The management of the Coronavirus has happened to our detriment. As a result of the high levels of precautions I have gotten a job injury at Giant Tiger June 8th 2018 at 656 Gardiners rd Kingston Ontario. This is a dispute for which I started a Cyber Security Marketing Happening targeted towards Jenifer Boutilier Kingston Ontario.

This is an article in progress. It will explore the Pandemic in relationship to Autism. It will include our opinions on Governance both Provincially, Municipally and Federally. This will explain a crucial need for a sweeping Socialist Reform in Governance. As well as explain Business, political, medical and technological variables impacting the lives of Autistic people through the eyes of Ashton Deroy.

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Research Citations

(Ivison, Trudeau: The Education of a Prime Minister 2019)

(Herbert & Weintraub, The Autism Revolution)

About Autism Revolution. It is about the CBD

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Because it is weed you denied me my brain medicine. Because it is weed you think it is a non-necessity item. Because it is weed you think I am making up these fits. Because it is weed you denied me my health.

I got Autism + ADHD + Concussion June 8th 2020. Because it was weed I was denied the help I needed. Not wanted help! The needed help so that I didn’t kill my entire personality. I can’t help this now, that identity I was prior to the episode is now dead. Thank you for doing this. I now have to re-create. I am thinking of something a bit more Millennial oriented for my future.

CBD is medicine! I am tired of having this fight. I don’t want an aspirin, an Advil or any other pill. I don’t want THC, I don’t want Morphine or Ativan. I want CBD only! I shouldn’t have to fight for it. I don’t want fix the relationships I broke this time. I just want to move on.

Sincerely

The New Ashton Deroy , restarting as a Witch again.

Dear Family, Why I wanted to work at Giant Tiger?

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Dear Family,

Believe it or not I didn’t choose to get Autism + concussion. It was an accident largely contributed to by long hair and appeasing my negligent manager who was too hard on me! Jennifer Boutilier pushed me unreasonably hard without reasonable flexibility for my disability. However, some of the readings may wonder why I wanted to work at Giant Tiger?

It is not just as simple as I wanted a paycheck. It was more than that. I liked my experience doing a placement at Giant Tiger earlier in my Youth Job Connection program with Ron Hunter as my Employment counsellor. I also wanted to help out and be essential during the Coronavirus pandemic.

My current shape:

I am no longer in fit mental or physical shape. There is nothing a hospital can really do for me at this time and no magical medication. As a result I need to control my treatment entirely. I don’t need any family feedback whatsoever. That is just a fact of life at this point. Having my mother Kimberly Richardson tell me in the preachy way that I need medication and hospitalization is out of line and irrelevant. I can’t get the help I need in the midst of a Pandemic. If the bitch left her house once in a while she would realize this! Same with Pat Deroy and everyone else. There is no miracle hospital fix. There is only CBD and waiting this Pandemic out. Get over what you think and let me dictate this treatment.

Dear Jennifer Boutilier From Ashton Deroy

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Dear Jennifer Boutilier,

You can argue I am a man & you are a woman. Therefore this is harassment but it is not true. I am a Grey Hat hacker creating a nuisance for a resolve that I am in control of not one that Giant Tiger is in control of. As a result I am abusing your copyright to get the attention of your corporate lawyers on my time. Call me at 6138881958 I do not want to do things at the convenience of the corporation.

If Giant Tiger Employees want Democracy at work. Message Ashtonderoy@gmail.com and I will help you join my Union and we can join together in a lawsuit against this organization! Thank you for reading. (Mom if you are on this site. You can still go to hell.)

Dear Giant Tiger & Kingston Herald Jennifer Boutilier’s name is my Copyright property.

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Tell Jen to stop stealing from me and censor her name in Marketing and Public Relations Materials. Contact: mgrstore245@gianttiger.com ; check out her Linkedin

By using her name in articles, creative works and not paying me. You are stealing Copyrighted works that I own by Moral Authority. I demand either a payment or you to formally ask for permission. I am very upset about you interfering with my Digital Marketing Business and the Autism Revolution.

Contact: the Kingston Herald and tell them to censor her name until getting permission from Autism Revolution.

Autism Revolution. Begins with me.

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What does my movement want? I want to make an example of two Businesses who I deemed completely ignorant to Autism + ADHD + Concussion & risked my life in an emergency situation. I want to right the wrongs of my past… I want to defeat all challenges from the Left & the Right. Welcome to Autism Revolution! Click here to learn about the relationship between ADHD and seizures.

Giant Tiger description: “North West operates 249 stores under the trading names Northern, NorthMart, Giant Tiger, Alaska Commercial Company, Cost-U-Less and RiteWay Food Markets and has annualized sales of approximately CDN$2.0 billion. The common shares of North West trade on the Toronto Stock Exchange under the symbol NWC.Mar 12, 2020.” Google

Tim Hortons Description: “After that, Tim Hortons (which trades under ticker symbol THI) will no longer be listed on the TSX. Tims and Burger King will instead operate as stand-alone brands and trade on the TSX and the New York Stock Exchange under the symbol QSR (the acronym in the fast food industry for quick-service restaurant).Dec 9, 2014.” Google

Copy written by Moral Authority. My Google Review: I got an OPP escort to the restaurant because this was an emergency!!! Bob made sure to read me the riot act at 1:15p.m. 2020-07-07 while I was having a seizure. He denied me accessibility seating while I waited for my food as a paying Tim Hortons Customer. Bob hates the disabled and this is this restaurant’s first real hate crime against an autistic person with reflex seizures. How I know about my seizures? Alana Julia Diagnosed them my first year of College. *** this page has been revised by my Nurse for accuracy.

The image is to state that this is Autism Revolution out of Canada.

References:

Pakistan Study by Ashton Deroy 2020 Loyalist College graduate.

Introduction: I come from a racist family of idiots. That is just a fact at this point. Then I went to Loyalist College where I also saw unfiltered racism from Staff and students. Let me be clear…. I am not a racist! I like to help refugee charities, I support equality in politics & I am a Green Socialist supporting a Lesbian Syrian Politician. This blog is up because Quinte West needs to learn about different cultures and stop disgusting me morally. My Step mom used to say mind my own Business. So I used her education against her. That is because I learned Social Triangulation from Communism! Download the file and listen to this incredible woman tell you about a Muslim culture you know nothing of!


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hadiqakhursheed on Fiverr. Please email Ashtonderoy@gmail.com if you have any concerns with this study.

Harvey D. A brief history of neoliberalism. Oxford University Press, USA; 2007.

81 Dundas Street Napanee Ontario Tim Hortons Review

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Tim Hortons has interviewed me many times. Many many times. They always stress a clean restaurant in their Company profile. Where is the clean restaurant? I do not see it. Usually Tim Hortons in my opinion is a sleazy place where crack addicts go to buy coffee and have a smoke! Let’s face it Tim Hortons in Canada is simply put Trash! It is trash!

This mess sat for 15 minutes with no wet floor sign, it looked gross and it made me lose my appetite. Maybe this Tim Hortons at 81 Dundas Street Napanee Ontario needs to hire younger people. I am looking for work… I probably won’t work there though! Everyone knows Tim Hortons treats their employees like crap!

#AutismOblivious Families

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No matter how much certain families try. They will never achieve Autism Awareness. Why do I say this? Well as an Autistic person with Non-voting, non-active and Autism oblivious parents. I feel I have suffered an undue hardship.

I get more pressure for independence than I do help for survival. That is not autism awareness. It is a state of autism delusion that some families have. For example with my brother Matt when they sent him to the army. Most Autistic people should not be posted in Cold Lake Alberta where they submit to social isolation because it leads to drastic regression.

We can not pretend to be sophisticated about autism. While at the same time neglecting our community issues as soon as a pandemic is around. This is how I failed another living situation! This is also part of why Matt continues to live a very unfulfilling life. Some autistic people will never achieve full independence. In which case the idea of it must be dismissed.

I love my step Mom Tracy. Sometimes though she deserves an award for Autism oblivious. Why on earth did you think your son was a good fit for the army? I have always thought that many families have some kind of severe delusional detachment to suggest this solution.

The Pressure also arises from unfair expectations of independence and the idea for example that I as an autistic person can get my healthcare wherever I am. I can not… I need specific healthcare professionals under specific terms. Today my Dad showed a complete disregard for that in not printing my Medical Directive for the clinic.

Why my step mom isn’t allowed to do autism aware with me and she should probably stop all together? I think she uses it more as a leash than as a tool. I apparently surpass her autism awareness for miles. The fact that I knew how to treat autism + concussion shows me Matt must of had a hard childhood. Give your damn son some CBD when he goes off woman!

Let’s face it. The way my parents manage us. I have to go in alone if I go in by Autism Aware standards. There is just no way to make that livable. On top of that my Dad is either still considering what I am saying or ignoring it all together. For that I am just at the point where if I am ignored I will treat myself but I will give up on family unity. I am way more interested in the early commitment stages of my 2 year relationship showing themselves .This doesn’t mean I wasn’t Autism aware since 10. I am saying in regards to my family it doesn’t make a difference. They are just expecting me to act “normal”. Which I find? Just terribly pathetic.

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Final Autism Aware blog post. Final Blog post

There isn’t going to be any significant work put in to this because I don’t want to. Just a bit of design so it is read, some tags & SEO strategy but that is it.

This blog isn’t making a difference in Autism awareness. I can’t even get Kingston Ontario let me use a bathroom but that isn’t the point. https://deroycollective.family/2020/05/31/to-have-a-voice-you-have-to-use-your-voice-to-kingston-ontario-on-bathroom-issues/

Read on Concussions + Autism:

“Other suspected symptoms may include:

  • Irritability – Yes
  • Aggression – Yes
  • Speech and language difficulties – Yes
  • Motor impairment, such as difficulty walking, tremor, loss of muscle movement, weakness or rigidity – Yes
  • Trouble swallowing (dysphagia) – Yes
  • Vision and focusing problems – Yes
  • Trouble with sense of smell (olfactory abnormalities) – Yes off and on.
  • Dementia – I keep losing things and buying repeat items.

Suicidal Ideations and Actions

The prevalence of suicidal thoughts.” Concussion and Autism: A Dangerous Mix Autism Citizen.

To make things worse. I feel I have a toxic family.

How I want to be remembered? I want to be remembered for calling people out on their shit. I want to be belligerent, rude and Honest beyond comprehension. My siblings Except with Kaylib. With Kaylib I want him to remember me as Empathetic, sweet and Loving. I want to try and leave him something should this be my last concussion. I am not suicidal… Not that anyone is Suicide Prevention trained.

What I will be doing: Playing games, smoking pot, CBD oil and etc. I will also be going to medical appointments, dealing with my psychotic siblings and trying to be with my friends. Even though they don’t get me lately. I will try it.

Last advice from me as a blogger: Don’t wait like I did. Don’t wait until you are sick to tell your addict brother he a sociopath. Don’t wait until you are sick to tell your sister you resent her getting you kicked out. Don’t wait to tell your Step mom to buzz off with her understanding of your mental health. Don’t wait to tell your Military Aunt you don’t give a shit what her title is she can go Fuck herself for how she treats you. Take it from me… I compromised so much that I don’t even like most of my family anymore.

Bye.

Sincerely

Ashton Deroy

How I feel?

Sad.

The stealth Autism Awareness

I told Alana Skye once. “If you share your tricks I will share mine.” Well I think it is time to share what is a 12 step plan to access highly difficult to receive healthcare. Let’s see what I did?

Step 1 – Admit to yourself you have autism. I did this at 10 years old. Then you must do your own research. As our healthcare systems are quite unprepared at all times.

Step 2 – Get a Communications diploma. So that you can contact family in case of emergency with heightened language skills.

Step 3 – Read How Google Works? Use this information to acquire medicinal marijuana.

Step 4 – Pace yourself. You have ADHD and you tend to go too fast and drive your blood pressure through the roof. Ice water helps with this according to the hospitals.

Step 5 – Go to Business School so that you can learn to manage your own personal finances.

Step 6 – Follow Matt’s plan and get trained in Security.

Step 7 – Finally start selling Horoscopes and fortune telling services. (You now know math)

Step 8 – Train those you love to bring you CBD.

Step 9 – Figure out who the smart people are. An Uncle and a cousin have both helped me with weed. Dad brought me pre-rolls but he still doesn’t understand how to speed up recovery properly.

Step 9 – Admit managing seizures alone and going to the hospital alone is driving you crazy then stop… “I don’t deserve to have to self-admit to the hospital.” If no one goes with me then I will stop going. This is why? I knew KGH would put me in the psychiatric unit. That is why? I screamed at them for putting me in under the mental health act. Also KGH pretty much made you self diagnose during June 16-June 17 so they were no help...I will no longer go to the hospital alone!

Step 10 – Tell your family you are done with the filter and ready to learn more practical Moralities.

Step 11 – Fall in love.

Step 12 – Tell my love everything about me.

Lastly, admit to yourself your family is bad at taking care of you. Then… move on from them in the sense where you become self-relying. This burn out isn’t like any other burn out I have had before. I did the math, I hacked the game and I have better things to do than wait for my family to understand my issues! I tell fortunes, click here.

Also my Facebook page is not a sub-resume. My Cousin Chris is a career counselor. I am a content creator. There is a big difference, if I want ratings? Then I have to be actionable and persistent. Don’t edit my content as family.

What wasn’t in the plan?

  1. A rapist second cousin named Shane.
  2. Step siblings who need all of my Family’s attention
  3. Being ignored or confused during the concussion
  4. Getting injured at Giant Tiger!
  5. Kyle giving me a concussion while playing wrestling.

My family hardly cares about me. If you do care then smoke CBD with me sometime and watch how much easier my mood gets…. My CBD needs to be distributed immediately after a seizure. The longer you wait the more medicine I need. 5 grams over 3 days no struggle and I will be fine.

Introducing Ashton Unfiltered

I’ve smoked pot on this blog. I have talked Socialism, then switched to Green Politics exclusively. However we can still step it up. Welcome to commentary not suitable for children.

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Wreckless Endangerment Incident Report 2020-09-20

I Ashton Deroy with sound mind & Autism Aware declare as of 2020-09-22, I am #Legally declaring Randy Deroy & Tracy Carpenter a #ChildAbuse culture. Anyone of their kids thrown to mental health & ODSP assistance needs to be critically examined. Tracy Carpenter and Randy Deroy are attempting to cover up crimes in #QuinteWest from 625 Murray Street through the use of Tracy Carpenter’s Social Service Worker Education at Loyalist College. Ashley Carpenter may of received a brain injury under the care of Tracy Carpenter that prevented her from graduating High School. Ashley Carpenter is apart of Mohawk Indigenous culture and should be protected as such.

I Ashton Deroy with sound mind & Autism Aware declare. 11:00AM 2020-09-20 I was nearly exposed to Covid19 at Kingston General Hospital. Due to an act of Wreckless endangerment and direct disobedience to my contracts.

How I protected myself from Mental Health abuse in the future?

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Legal Dictation: This is a Interpersonal and legal argument my family asked me not to argue. That is full disclosure.

I consider the Deroy, McGraw and Hill family to be mental health regressive. Up to and including practices of Rape culture. If they were not. Why didn’t someone give me an Autism book? The answer is Gay bash & the answer is they don’t trust me. I am returning that favor.

As a result. This is an order. If these families submit someone for assessment without consent they are hiding traumatic abuse for their purposes of self-protection and are to be charged with mental health abuse & assault.

Seek help guys! I am not screwing around anymore!

Everyone except Kaylib Drury needs help. Kaylib Drury is the most honest person I know. For all intensive purposes. If Kaylib asked me to, I would own up to abusing them during a Brain Injury because that is how much I love them. To Tracy Carpenter, you outed a Legal God Complex which is not great but I was told I should be grateful because by outing it I won. It gives me back my full Child Abuse Privileges’ that I haven’t used since I was 17. You were unaware that I was the family’s legal ticking time bomb for mental health reform. SURPRISE MOTHER F*****! I am an Intersex ticking time bomb!

Sincerely

Always Kaylib’s

Ashton De Roy.

Here is my related research to prove this argument:

Manson, M. (© 2016). The Subtle Art of Not Giving a F*ck. San Francisco: Mark Manson HarperCollins. Given by Tanya Dubois. I hope for good reasons.

Rudan, C. (n.d.). Addiction Counsellor. Ex boyfriend and talented therapist.

Herbert, D., & Weintraub, K. (2012). The Autism Revolution (934088603 731188014 D. Stradling, Trans.). New York, NY: Random House Audio. Self-purchased for the purposes of Autism Aware after June 8th 2020 post Autism + Concussion .

An Amnesia nightmare that is too cruel to make up.

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I am still putting the pieces together of my life after a total loss of identity. This is a summary of Autism + Concussion and a total loss of self in the Span of 4 months.

  1. Uncle Rick stressed me out of his place. 625 Murray Street Trenton Ontario.
  2. Kaylib Drury dumped me and then put me in Safe Beds. I returned the favor by submitting him for a psychological assessment.
  3. Dad completely ignoring me after for some self rehabilitation crap.

I didn’t consent to any of this. If I objectively think about it now… I need to cut off ties. There is no way of mending this.

If I think about it my family took a wrongful opportunity with me declaring my moral authority and used it to exit me from their lives. Then if I think about Kaylib Drury they just stagnated a relationship 2 years in.

What am I doing?

I am fighting for people in my life that don’t want me there. Proof is in the abandonment on my birthday.

I think what I needed to do today? Is agree to charge Shane Fraiser for my Sexual assault in 2011. That way if I go back to my old life or start a new life… I can move on without looking back. I just submit a call to Brighton Ontario’s OPP.