How I protected myself from Mental Health abuse in the future?

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Legal Dictation: This is a Interpersonal and legal argument my family asked me not to argue. That is full disclosure.

I consider the Deroy, McGraw and Hill family to be mental health regressive. Up to and including practices of Rape culture. If they were not. Why didn’t someone give me an Autism book? The answer is Gay bash & the answer is they don’t trust me. I am returning that favor.

As a result. This is an order. If these families submit someone for assessment without consent they are hiding traumatic abuse for their purposes of self-protection and are to be charged with mental health abuse & assault.

Seek help guys! I am not screwing around anymore!

Everyone except Kaylib Drury needs help. Kaylib Drury is the most honest person I know. For all intensive purposes. If Kaylib asked me to, I would own up to abusing them during a Brain Injury because that is how much I love them. To Tracy Carpenter, you outed a Legal God Complex which is not great but I was told I should be grateful because by outing it I won. It gives me back my full Child Abuse Privileges’ that I haven’t used since I was 17. You were unaware that I was the family’s legal ticking time bomb for mental health reform. SURPRISE MOTHER F*****! I am an Intersex ticking time bomb!

Sincerely

Always Kaylib’s

Ashton De Roy.

Here is my related research to prove this argument:

Manson, M. (© 2016). The Subtle Art of Not Giving a F*ck. San Francisco: Mark Manson HarperCollins. Given by Tanya Dubois. I hope for good reasons.

Rudan, C. (n.d.). Addiction Counsellor. Ex boyfriend and talented therapist.

Herbert, D., & Weintraub, K. (2012). The Autism Revolution (934088603 731188014 D. Stradling, Trans.). New York, NY: Random House Audio. Self-purchased for the purposes of Autism Aware after June 8th 2020 post Autism + Concussion .

The failing state of Morality.

“Moral authority is authority premised on principles, or fundamental truths, which are independent of written, or positive, laws. As such, moral authority necessitates the existence of and adherence to truth.

Because truth does not change, the principles of moral authority are immutable or unchangeable, although as applied to individual circumstances the dictates of moral authority for action may vary due to the exigencies of human life.” Wikipedia

Why people won’t declare their moral authority?

Declaring moral authority involves getting stepped on and kicked around a lot if you are autistic or have a brain injury. I have a brain injury & I am autistic. We think of someone like my Cousin Terry who was homeless as a result of wanting to handle things his own way while handling his Huntington’s disease. Your moral authority should be an expression of individuality. (I have never thought of autism as a disability, I thought of it as a type of personality. I think a brain injury is a disability.)

Moral authority is an invitation for your family to show you how corrupt and sadistic they really are. I am talking about Randy Deroy and Tracy Carpenter. However, I am also talking about Dwayne Richardson and Kimberly Richardson.

Not just direct relatives. I was dumped during amnesia while trying to make a declaration of sound mind so that I could continue to control my circumstances by Kaylib Drury. He is still blocking me and abusing me. The fact that we can’t seem to rationalize that during a brain injury is not a time to negotiate circumstances of a relationship is more than dense. It is sheer stupidity. I think under these interpreted circumstances we have to look at Kaylib Drury’s actions for the selfish and harmful actions they were and are.

This is not acceptable at all. The reason we have a world full of adult children who will never claim their moral authority? We have a system ready to abuse them in North America the minute someone decides to be a moral being. It will do so by not acknowledging their preferences, contracts & personal opinions.

So an older generation & existing generation is stepping on each other so hard. That declaring political alliances & even coming out of the closet has become impossible to finish for many never to be adults. What we are creating? A generation of unhealthy god complexes who both don’t trust their family to allow their individuality & at the same time… They are paralyzed by achieving the slightest success.

Take a look at my Morality here. Do you think I had my free speech suppressed?

Declaring your moral authority should not be taken as permission to throw someone to the system. That is what is being done however… I am being left desperate and destitute. I will make sure this doesn’t happen again to other injured relatives.

An Amnesia nightmare that is too cruel to make up.

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I am still putting the pieces together of my life after a total loss of identity. This is a summary of Autism + Concussion and a total loss of self in the Span of 4 months.

  1. Uncle Rick stressed me out of his place. 625 Murray Street Trenton Ontario.
  2. Kaylib Drury dumped me and then put me in Safe Beds. I returned the favor by submitting him for a psychological assessment.
  3. Dad completely ignoring me after for some self rehabilitation crap.

I didn’t consent to any of this. If I objectively think about it now… I need to cut off ties. There is no way of mending this.

If I think about it my family took a wrongful opportunity with me declaring my moral authority and used it to exit me from their lives. Then if I think about Kaylib Drury they just stagnated a relationship 2 years in.

What am I doing?

I am fighting for people in my life that don’t want me there. Proof is in the abandonment on my birthday.

I think what I needed to do today? Is agree to charge Shane Fraiser for my Sexual assault in 2011. That way if I go back to my old life or start a new life… I can move on without looking back. I just submit a call to Brighton Ontario’s OPP.

I should of had more help with this than I did.

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It is negligence to abandon an Autistic person when in pain because they may not be able to rationalize it. I am related to both a Social Worker in training & a Nurse. So why did somebody outside of my family have to remind me of this?

Thank you Cassie for helping me realize I am not the monster. I am a poor pain regulator. Check out her website here—-> Click here to see it.

Why I can’t work after the pandemic?

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It is time to admit something. I don’t think I can work after the Pandemic. As a result of sitting in Safe Beds having Seizure every night since I got here. I am realizing that working is no longer in the cards for me.

https://www.instagram.com/p/CEetLySH_Ji/

Since the Pandemic I have been denied my Human Rights. I have been denied access to healthcare, I have been denied access to affordable housing and I have been denied the basic human compassion one needs to survive. I am mentally scarred & physically worn out. I don’t see any circumstances where I can return to regular work.

To conclude, I guess my Dad is getting what he wants. I am admitting now from this point forward I am too disabled to work. I can’t control my Seizures, I can’t control my pain and I can’t control my temperament anymore. You win Randy Deroy. Your kids are officially all going handicapped.

A generation destroyed in Quinte West

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If you look in the picture below you will see part of a generation destroyed. I am not kidding!

It is as if my family thinks the entire generation I am in should just quit and live on disability. Which is objectively insane on the face of it!

I have been autism Aware since grade school. Even I could tell back then! Social assistance is no way to live…

Three things they told me to do?

  • “Don’t worry about going to High School. Just charge your childhood molester.” This was something Mom wanted. Well I don’t want to charge anyone because then people will think I am just some Autistic person who randomly cries “Rape”. Something I demonstrated as Satire with Kaylib Drury.
  • “Quit working and go on Disability.” Dad said this. I don’t want to quit working… I am in pain & if I quit working I will never have any money for marijuana. I will just live in a constant struggle.
  • “Just Vote Conservative!” I don’t vote Conservative. I am queer and Autistic. I also saw the Harper Administration fight against gay marriage and marijuana legalization. I am going to go ahead and say no.

Listen the idea that 3/4 kids end up on disability isn’t good. It shouldn’t be celebrated. You are maiming your kids and walking away….

The only good thing about this experience is… I don’t have to ever worry about this happening again.

This is on the record now. I was put in Safe Beds against my will. That is deliberately how I recorded this event.

Why did I do this? I do not want to end up in long term care. Like my great aunt Barb I will fight it until the day I die. I will just not be as nice about it. I intend to be an *** !

Oh the photo above with Ashley & Matt was taken at Canada’s Wonderland. Where Matt wondered? “Why doesn’t Ashton Deroy want to use a disabled pass?” I just don’t Matt Clarke. I successfully integrated. You are asking me “Why don’t you want to opt to regress?” I just don’t.

Spirit Leaf Has the best Store in Kingston Ontario. Ashton Deroy’s volunteered opinion.

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I am dictating that in 2020 Spirit Leaf is my least triggering store in Kingston Ontario. Thank you for the Queer Culture music this month. August is my Gay Bash rehabilitation month.

https://play.google.com/books/listen?id=AQAAAEDMkxHTzM


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Pop by the shop this weekend and grab double the collective points! Double points starts at 4:20PM tomorrow so don’t be late 😉 #cannabiscommunity#cannabis#cannnabisculture#420

That post is from 4 hours ago.

Enjoy a nice meditation.

Rebranding notice.

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Autism Revolution has been an incredible audiobook. So much so I don’t feel right using the domain name anymore. People need to know about this audiobook. Which is why? I sent a paperback to my autistic Step brother.

Purpose: To establish our own unique Graphic Design brand in Greater Napanee Ontario.

Outcome: We are operating an aggressive Social media campaign to protest issues, fix local and franchise businesses. As well as making the community aware of the problems currently facing us.

Ashton Deroy’s emotional flashcards PDF

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I bought these on Fiverr

I am Ashton Deroy + Autism Aware at 16 and here is why Canada is pissing me off!

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Here is what happened at Giant Tiger?

  1. I smashed my head some time in June. As a result I developed amnesia.
  2. Then there are lots of fragmentations in my reality.
  3. In August I ended up in Safe Beds. Alone, regressing and scarred by my realities of CPTSD.
  4. At some point I endorsed an amazing woman for the Green Party leadership race.
  5. I signed up for a Webinar to learn Canadian law.
  6. As of today I had a 2 hour seizure. 2020-08-24 after which I pissed myself.
  7. I looked death in the eyes and thought about giving up many times. I still want to give up sometimes. I was told from a young age I would die alone. I am starting to believe that every day.

So I am going to go sign off and puke… PEACE OUT!