How I protected myself from Mental Health abuse in the future?

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Legal Dictation: This is a Interpersonal and legal argument my family asked me not to argue. That is full disclosure.

I consider the Deroy, McGraw and Hill family to be mental health regressive. Up to and including practices of Rape culture. If they were not. Why didn’t someone give me an Autism book? The answer is Gay bash & the answer is they don’t trust me. I am returning that favor.

As a result. This is an order. If these families submit someone for assessment without consent they are hiding traumatic abuse for their purposes of self-protection and are to be charged with mental health abuse & assault.

Seek help guys! I am not screwing around anymore!

Everyone except Kaylib Drury needs help. Kaylib Drury is the most honest person I know. For all intensive purposes. If Kaylib asked me to, I would own up to abusing them during a Brain Injury because that is how much I love them. To Tracy Carpenter, you outed a Legal God Complex which is not great but I was told I should be grateful because by outing it I won. It gives me back my full Child Abuse Privileges’ that I haven’t used since I was 17. You were unaware that I was the family’s legal ticking time bomb for mental health reform. SURPRISE MOTHER F*****! I am an Intersex ticking time bomb!

Sincerely

Always Kaylib’s

Ashton De Roy.

Here is my related research to prove this argument:

Manson, M. (Β© 2016). The Subtle Art of Not Giving a F*ck. San Francisco: Mark Manson HarperCollins. Given by Tanya Dubois. I hope for good reasons.

Rudan, C. (n.d.). Addiction Counsellor. Ex boyfriend and talented therapist.

Herbert, D., & Weintraub, K. (2012). The Autism Revolution (934088603 731188014 D. Stradling, Trans.). New York, NY: Random House Audio. Self-purchased for the purposes of Autism Aware after June 8th 2020 post Autism + Concussion .

Why I was taught a Autism Legal God Complex?

It goes without saying I respect Transgender lives. Despite the fact I have screwed with Transgender people relentlessly! LOL

I am not your average bully because I am not a bully. I teach self-defense. I am a God Complex.

When did this start?

I was actually given my God Complex pretty close to my Autism Diagnosis. Related to the fact I have an intersex hormonal disorder (too much testosterone, so stop pissing me off.) & I have have had so many behavioral modifications I have no practical sense of

I have tried to tell people for a long time now. I am going to do what I want to do.

This does not mean I have the right to harm anyone. However, if you are asking if I have the right to be a prick? Yes I absolutely do.

I am from a family that ignores the fact I am supposed to take specific actions to avoid Autism Seizures and they therefore replace it with their own emotional burdens and concerns.

I have been a victim of OCD Abuse and I am not nice about this. So outing your OCD to me is a good way to be challenged. The fact of the matter is that OCD is a condition that worsens under their ideal circumstances. Not being challenged properly made my mother worse at taking care of me & my brother. It made Chris stop an Autism Aware at 22 because he saw me immediately declaring my God Complex & it made Kaylib uncomfortable because they claimed they didn’t feel like equals. Sorry Kaylib I don’t have equals in that manner. We have not had the pursuit of creative collaboration or intellectual collaboration and we are queer. This means we have done nothing to achieve equal status.

If I declare my autism publicly which I think I should… I have to declare the God Complex with it. It is a declaration that I have to do whatever it takes to save my life. It is also is a declaration of out of control behaviors that I was taught to regulate with counselling when I choose. Not when someone else chooses.

Good audiobook for molestation rehabilitation

To: Kaylib Drury

When someone declares themselves to be God? IT MEANS STOP CONTROLLING THEM!

Well I am at it. Grandma Pat, Randy & Tracy…

You can’t control a God Complex and it will get ugly if you try.

Now here is the last thing… I have been manipulated for so long I have now developed the ability to pull strings behind the scenes to screw with people pissing me off.

I do not intend to stop.

You are trying to take someone in the practice of Self-Worship and make them in to a sensible & practical person. Let me very clear, I will get high in your church like I did to Rosie. I will spit on your traditional values, I will mock the idea that my family is mentally healthy & I will not be swear to a No Cops pact with anyone.

Aunt Barb & Leah has proven Troy is unsafe. Matthew Clarke has been given his Autism Aware for participating in family manipulations. I have also warned other family members I can order them to have psychological assessments with an attorney. That is a Child Abuse & Special Ed privilege.

To: Family

Sorry Papa Dick wasn’t allowed around me. You kind of dropped the ball on Shane Fraiser Molesting me & giving me a concussion though. I think the idea is to keep psychosocial hazards away. I have talked to Community Justice Students at Loyalist College and this is not an unreasonable demand.

(I guarantee I followed through on that with Melissa & her son.)

About not being accommodated… If this continues I am dead or heading to a place of unhealthy decay. This last concussion was particularly dangerous. I had seizures everyday from August to the end of my admission at Safe Beds and I was hospitalized twice.

I know about the Autism Aware Trigger game. I am producing an Affidavit in the near future to ensure if this is done to another kid you guys are charged. I can admit to broad attention seeking behaviors in regards to Tanya, Tina in regards to Terry. However, If you don’t tell me the argument to make… I will make the destructive argument. Instead of alienation that leads to a Cyber Security Information leak. Don’t be so willing to press the Block button. It is not a magick button from a Legal Dictation wielding psychopath. Thank you Seneca College Marketing class, Greenwich Associates and Bill 159! πŸ˜€

I Ashton Deroy was just given this skill! Legal Dictation Weeeeeeeeeeee! I know why they were worried about it being traced back to them at Seneca College. This was a big pain in the A** for my family, the police & etc. I think it was hilarious. πŸ˜€ Sometimes people want to play who abused the Autistic? I will gladly share this. Shane Fraiser by molestation, My parents through unlawful manipulation & New Entry: Matthew Clarke through unchecked mental illness.

The failing state of Morality.

“Moral authority is authority premised on principles, or fundamental truths, which are independent of written, or positive, laws. As such, moral authority necessitates the existence of and adherence to truth.

Because truth does not change, the principles of moral authority are immutable or unchangeable, although as applied to individual circumstances the dictates of moral authority for action may vary due to the exigencies of human life.” Wikipedia

Why people won’t declare their moral authority?

Declaring moral authority involves getting stepped on and kicked around a lot if you are autistic or have a brain injury. I have a brain injury & I am autistic. We think of someone like my Cousin Terry who was homeless as a result of wanting to handle things his own way while handling his Huntington’s disease. Your moral authority should be an expression of individuality. (I have never thought of autism as a disability, I thought of it as a type of personality. I think a brain injury is a disability.)

Moral authority is an invitation for your family to show you how corrupt and sadistic they really are. I am talking about Randy Deroy and Tracy Carpenter. However, I am also talking about Dwayne Richardson and Kimberly Richardson.

Not just direct relatives. I was dumped during amnesia while trying to make a declaration of sound mind so that I could continue to control my circumstances by Kaylib Drury. He is still blocking me and abusing me. The fact that we can’t seem to rationalize that during a brain injury is not a time to negotiate circumstances of a relationship is more than dense. It is sheer stupidity. I think under these interpreted circumstances we have to look at Kaylib Drury’s actions for the selfish and harmful actions they were and are.

This is not acceptable at all. The reason we have a world full of adult children who will never claim their moral authority? We have a system ready to abuse them in North America the minute someone decides to be a moral being. It will do so by not acknowledging their preferences, contracts & personal opinions.

So an older generation & existing generation is stepping on each other so hard. That declaring political alliances & even coming out of the closet has become impossible to finish for many never to be adults. What we are creating? A generation of unhealthy god complexes who both don’t trust their family to allow their individuality & at the same time… They are paralyzed by achieving the slightest success.

Take a look at my Morality here. Do you think I had my free speech suppressed?

Declaring your moral authority should not be taken as permission to throw someone to the system. That is what is being done however… I am being left desperate and destitute. I will make sure this doesn’t happen again to other injured relatives.

An Amnesia nightmare that is too cruel to make up.

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I am still putting the pieces together of my life after a total loss of identity. This is a summary of Autism + Concussion and a total loss of self in the Span of 4 months.

  1. Uncle Rick stressed me out of his place. 625 Murray Street Trenton Ontario.
  2. Kaylib Drury dumped me and then put me in Safe Beds. I returned the favor by submitting him for a psychological assessment.
  3. Dad completely ignoring me after for some self rehabilitation crap.

I didn’t consent to any of this. If I objectively think about it now… I need to cut off ties. There is no way of mending this.

If I think about it my family took a wrongful opportunity with me declaring my moral authority and used it to exit me from their lives. Then if I think about Kaylib Drury they just stagnated a relationship 2 years in.

What am I doing?

I am fighting for people in my life that don’t want me there. Proof is in the abandonment on my birthday.

I think what I needed to do today? Is agree to charge Shane Fraiser for my Sexual assault in 2011. That way if I go back to my old life or start a new life… I can move on without looking back. I just submit a call to Brighton Ontario’s OPP.

A generation destroyed in Quinte West

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If you look in the picture below you will see part of a generation destroyed. I am not kidding!

It is as if my family thinks the entire generation I am in should just quit and live on disability. Which is objectively insane on the face of it!

I have been autism Aware since grade school. Even I could tell back then! Social assistance is no way to live…

Three things they told me to do?

  • “Don’t worry about going to High School. Just charge your childhood molester.” This was something Mom wanted. Well I don’t want to charge anyone because then people will think I am just some Autistic person who randomly cries “Rape”. Something I demonstrated as Satire with Kaylib Drury.
  • “Quit working and go on Disability.” Dad said this. I don’t want to quit working… I am in pain & if I quit working I will never have any money for marijuana. I will just live in a constant struggle.
  • “Just Vote Conservative!” I don’t vote Conservative. I am queer and Autistic. I also saw the Harper Administration fight against gay marriage and marijuana legalization. I am going to go ahead and say no.

Listen the idea that 3/4 kids end up on disability isn’t good. It shouldn’t be celebrated. You are maiming your kids and walking away….

The only good thing about this experience is… I don’t have to ever worry about this happening again.

This is on the record now. I was put in Safe Beds against my will. That is deliberately how I recorded this event.

Why did I do this? I do not want to end up in long term care. Like my great aunt Barb I will fight it until the day I die. I will just not be as nice about it. I intend to be an *** !

Oh the photo above with Ashley & Matt was taken at Canada’s Wonderland. Where Matt wondered? “Why doesn’t Ashton Deroy want to use a disabled pass?” I just don’t Matt Clarke. I successfully integrated. You are asking me “Why don’t you want to opt to regress?” I just don’t.

Ashton Deroy’s Special Ed Culture.

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I think people were waiting for me to declare myself. Then they wanted me to re-introduce myself. I am Ashton Deroy & I have Special Needs Autism.

What does it mean to have a Special Ed Culture? “I guess I better start confessing to some things.

  1. Birthdays are big deal to me. πŸ˜€ I like and look forward to Birthday cake.
  2. I always have to trim my nails for seizures.
  3. I don’t care about Social Norms. I actually don’t have social anxiety because it involves a level of caring I don’t have.
  4. I like to do Research on everything. I live in the Library & gym usually.
  5. I fall in love fast and out of love fast. Except with Kaylib Drury.
  6. I have sisters & brothers outside of my blood relative family.
  7. I have assimilated to Chinese Culture multiple times. That is why I have picked up much of it.
  8. I do not like prejudice! All environments I am in need to be Multicultural & LGBT+ friendly.
  9. I am not supposed to be smoking. It causes seizures.
  10. I am 20 years in to Over Therapy. I find Psychology to be the hobby of the most boring people. The profession of people who overcompensate for mental illness. Lastly it is the bible of the over correctors.
  11. I am watching Dating on the Spectrum on Netflix.

Schedule:

  1. 9:00 A.M. Breakfast
  2. 12:00 P.M. Lunch
  3. 3:00 P.M. Popcorn
  4. 4:00P.M. Workout
  5. 5:00P.M. Dinner
  6. 7:00P.M. Study and Social Media organization
  7. 8:00P.M. Prepare for tomorrow.

Spirit Leaf Has the best Store in Kingston Ontario. Ashton Deroy’s volunteered opinion.

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I am dictating that in 2020 Spirit Leaf is my least triggering store in Kingston Ontario. Thank you for the Queer Culture music this month. August is my Gay Bash rehabilitation month.

https://play.google.com/books/listen?id=AQAAAEDMkxHTzM


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Pop by the shop this weekend and grab double the collective points! Double points starts at 4:20PM tomorrow so don’t be late πŸ˜‰Β #cannabiscommunity#cannabis#cannnabisculture#420

That post is from 4 hours ago.

Enjoy a nice meditation.

Working on God Complex

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It is not enough to be god. I need to establish a following. I need people to know the beauties of Wiccan Communism! I need people to know right from wrong by the Mystical dictator’s terms. I will be working on these platforms today.

Twitter

Green Greater Napanee

Facebook

Shout out to my abuser…. SHANE FRAISER (PEDOPHILE) AND MELISSA DEROY/FRAISER (PEDOPHILE ENABLER) . To Melissa…. LOSE MY LAST NAME BITCH!

Can’t we all just smoke pot and get along?

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Rebranding notice.

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Autism Revolution has been an incredible audiobook. So much so I don’t feel right using the domain name anymore. People need to know about this audiobook. Which is why? I sent a paperback to my autistic Step brother.

Purpose: To establish our own unique Graphic Design brand in Greater Napanee Ontario.

Outcome: We are operating an aggressive Social media campaign to protest issues, fix local and franchise businesses. As well as making the community aware of the problems currently facing us.