Tim Hortons 81 Dundas St Napanee Ontario. Bob Store manager neglects a disabled seizure victim

Subject: Bob’s first Hate Crime.

I got an OPP escort to the restaurant because this was an emergency!!! Bob made sure to read me the riot act at 1:15p.m. 2020-07-07 while I was having a seizure. He denied me accessibility seating while I waited for my food as a paying Tim Hortons Customer. Bob hates the disabled and this is this restaurant’s first real hate crime against an autistic person with reflex seizure! I am a Green Socialist and Autistic lives Matter!

#AutismOblivious Families

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No matter how much certain families try. They will never achieve Autism Awareness. Why do I say this? Well as an Autistic person with Non-voting, non-active and Autism oblivious parents. I feel I have suffered an undue hardship.

I get more pressure for independence than I do help for survival. That is not autism awareness. It is a state of autism delusion that some families have. For example with my brother Matt when they sent him to the army. Most Autistic people should not be posted in Cold Lake Alberta where they submit to social isolation because it leads to drastic regression.

We can not pretend to be sophisticated about autism. While at the same time neglecting our community issues as soon as a pandemic is around. This is how I failed another living situation! This is also part of why Matt continues to live a very unfulfilling life. Some autistic people will never achieve full independence. In which case the idea of it must be dismissed.

I love my step Mom Tracy. Sometimes though she deserves an award for Autism oblivious. Why on earth did you think your son was a good fit for the army? I have always thought that many families have some kind of severe delusional detachment to suggest this solution.

The Pressure also arises from unfair expectations of independence and the idea for example that I as an autistic person can get my healthcare wherever I am. I can not… I need specific healthcare professionals under specific terms. Today my Dad showed a complete disregard for that in not printing my Medical Directive for the clinic.

Why my step mom isn’t allowed to do autism aware with me and she should probably stop all together? I think she uses it more as a leash than as a tool. I apparently surpass her autism awareness for miles. The fact that I knew how to treat autism + concussion shows me Matt must of had a hard childhood. Give your damn son some CBD when he goes off woman!

Let’s face it. The way my parents manage us. I have to go in alone if I go in by Autism Aware standards. There is just no way to make that livable. On top of that my Dad is either still considering what I am saying or ignoring it all together. For that I am just at the point where if I am ignored I will treat myself but I will give up on family unity. I am way more interested in the early commitment stages of my 2 year relationship showing themselves .This doesn’t mean I wasn’t Autism aware since 10. I am saying in regards to my family it doesn’t make a difference. They are just expecting me to act “normal”. Which I find? Just terribly pathetic.

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There isn’t going to be any significant work put in to this because I don’t want to. Just a bit of design so it is read, some tags & SEO strategy but that is it.

This blog isn’t making a difference in Autism awareness. I can’t even get Kingston Ontario let me use a bathroom but that isn’t the point. https://deroycollective.family/2020/05/31/to-have-a-voice-you-have-to-use-your-voice-to-kingston-ontario-on-bathroom-issues/

Read on Concussions + Autism:

“Other suspected symptoms may include:

  • Irritability – Yes
  • Aggression – Yes
  • Speech and language difficulties – Yes
  • Motor impairment, such as difficulty walking, tremor, loss of muscle movement, weakness or rigidity – Yes
  • Trouble swallowing (dysphagia) – Yes
  • Vision and focusing problems – Yes
  • Trouble with sense of smell (olfactory abnormalities) – Yes off and on.
  • Dementia – I keep losing things and buying repeat items.

Suicidal Ideations and Actions

The prevalence of suicidal thoughts.” Concussion and Autism: A Dangerous Mix Autism Citizen.

To make things worse. I feel I have a toxic family.

How I want to be remembered? I want to be remembered for calling people out on their shit. I want to be belligerent, rude and Honest beyond comprehension. My siblings Except with Kaylib. With Kaylib I want him to remember me as Empathetic, sweet and Loving. I want to try and leave him something should this be my last concussion. I am not suicidal… Not that anyone is Suicide Prevention trained.

What I will be doing: Playing games, smoking pot, CBD oil and etc. I will also be going to medical appointments, dealing with my psychotic siblings and trying to be with my friends. Even though they don’t get me lately. I will try it.

Last advice from me as a blogger: Don’t wait like I did. Don’t wait until you are sick to tell your addict brother he a sociopath. Don’t wait until you are sick to tell your sister you resent her getting you kicked out. Don’t wait to tell your Step mom to buzz off with her understanding of your mental health. Don’t wait to tell your Military Aunt you don’t give a shit what her title is she can go Fuck herself for how she treats you. Take it from me… I compromised so much that I don’t even like most of my family anymore.

Bye.

Sincerely

Ashton Deroy

How I feel?

Sad.

A graduation and a Concussion later…. I am on Vacation. Peace!

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To: Jen

Location: 656 Gardiners Rd Unit 19, Kingston, ON K7M 3X9

Message: You almost killed me before I could celebrate getting out of college. How is the safety training going? B****! Life of the destitute grad. Get a job barely related to your field in Ontario Canada and have the job almost kill you. Yep that is Kingston Ontario!

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I’ve been saying I have had a hard time with my autism in the pandemic. A few nights ago I was sent home from work with a concussion and I went to Hotel dieu got sent home with some nice Advil. “I just want to say a genuine thank you to Hotel Dieu because of them not knowing about CBD and autism. I spent last night thinking I was going to die. Are you autism aware yet? Sometimes I wish I would die. Then this fight is over. I can just stop contending and competing. That is what I want. I want to stop competing because I am not a winner I am a loser. I am batting 0 – 100. ”

It is truly a system like ours that makes me say… “FUCK YOUR NOTIONS OF CAPITALISM AND SOCIALISM! FUCK YOUR DICHOTOMY! FUCK THIS PANDEMIC AND FUCK EVERYONE! I SHOULD OF JUST FUCKING SCREAMED WHEN MY LIFE WAS IN DANGER BUT I THOUGHT I’D TRY BEING NICE! FUCK YOU ALL! After I let that out, I slowly calm down and use my meditated breathing. I will be swearing for a while so we are not suitable for minors anymore.” Copyrighted by Moral Ownership intended as an Autism and autism awareness open-access resource.

My boyfriend taught me honesty. Now I invite you to go fuck yourselves.

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#Autism #AutismAwareness

Manager’s Name: Jenn
Left because of: #Concussion related to poor #Organizational #Safety Practices. Showed up for work Fri, 5 Jun and I was #Amnesia filled and confused I actually bought 2 pairs of the same style of headphones from the #dollar store.

Religious indifference:
I am a #Wiccan #Spiritualist and I care not of your approval. It is a #Socialist Religion. Philosophically genuinely believes that if I proved worthy of working at the #GiantTiger. It would be through a mix of cutthroat passive-aggressive #bureaucracy as well of the ability to prove my #marginal worth. As someone from a #European faith, I have to be able to take care of and be there for my team. If I am in competition with the people I would ideally #Unionize within the case of a cultural problem in the workplace I would need them to like me in order to become a #member. Therefore I view #alienation for my team as an unacceptable culture. In passing, conversations whistles were blown about her values. Yet I felt the need to say to the manager as though to limit her control. This is called #Opposition and it leads to more #democratic workplace practices. Even if it has negatively impacted my career.

You have #Efficiency related #health & safety problems. As well as people #cutting corners to please you. Had I of stayed I imagine I would have to blow whistles frequently down the line. Related to employees not making #LivingWage , having a #union or any kind of #Secure attachment to one’s job. To use uncensored injury talk “Enjoy your #shittylife I am not going to touch it. It is not mine” I just submit research to maybe improve our lives in the disabled community.

Since I am not a #SecurityGuard there

Disclosure about #MarketResearch #Economics and #WorkersRights . Our Legal system has an incredible depth of history. #LoyalistCollege taught me Legal Fundamentals. I am doing a #WSIB claim and I do want to talk about my experience. I wish I could have trusted the manager more but she has a very specific organization process that honors efficiency above all else.

Trying to be #sensible while working at #GiantTiger as a mental exercise was one of the hardest things to do in my entire life… Either I am too slow, or too clumsy to be fast. It wasn’t enough to learn, stretch, and even improvise. I tried to work on a team but it was a #dysfunctional team. I am sorry but I do quit and I am comfortable saying that online because I don’t want to go in. I am having another episode of sickness. This is an #Accessibilty issue not a #them issue. Goodbye. I can’t help you but thank you for trying.

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