I Ashton Deroy with sound mind & Autism Aware declare as of 2020-09-22, I am #Legally declaring Randy Deroy & Tracy Carpenter a #ChildAbuse culture. Anyone of their kids thrown to mental health & ODSP assistance needs to be critically examined. Tracy Carpenter and Randy Deroy are attempting to cover up crimes in #QuinteWest from 625 Murray Street through the use of Tracy Carpenter’s Social Service Worker Education at Loyalist College. Ashley Carpenter may of received a brain injury under the care of Tracy Carpenter that prevented her from graduating High School. Ashley Carpenter is apart of Mohawk Indigenous culture and should be protected as such.
I Ashton Deroy with sound mind & Autism Aware declare. 11:00AM 2020-09-20 I was nearly exposed to Covid19 at Kingston General Hospital. Due to an act of Wreckless endangerment and direct disobedience to my contracts.
God Complex: This is not a gift. It means you were prepared by legal representation by people too dumb to understand the meaning of the words “Child of a Type 1 Diabetic.” I don’t have a gift. I have an Intersex birth defect. I fight bed wetting with the term “Nocturnal” . I also tighten my core when I can by means of yoga. I will be abusing my God complex by acting like an A**hole now.
#AutismAware – Remember if you wait too long to declare your #moralauthority your neurotically typical family will lash out at you. I am Ashton De Roy and I declared #Seizure #Delusions at 26 by legal dictation.
#Autistic Trigger manipulations at home are a game and the motive can be anything from they want to get rid of you to they want to push you to the system. I prepared a legal self defense for all of the above and submitted it to public record as discussed with #Political representation.
I declared my Moral authority in High school like a sane person. Then just went along with all the autism aware conversations. The fact is my family abuses #Psychotic disorders to hide wrongdoing and #ChildAbuse . That is my opinion. It is a personal truth. If my family doesn’t abuse Psychotic disorders. Where did everyone go? #NiceTry you guys are #Transparrent #bigots
It goes without saying I respect Transgender lives. Despite the fact I have screwed with Transgender people relentlessly! LOL
I am not your average bully because I am not a bully. I teach self-defense. I am a God Complex.
When did this start?
I was actually given my God Complex pretty close to my Autism Diagnosis. Related to the fact I have an intersex hormonal disorder (too much testosterone, so stop pissing me off.) & I have have had so many behavioral modifications I have no practical sense of
I have tried to tell people for a long time now. I am going to do what I want to do.
This does not mean I have the right to harm anyone. However, if you are asking if I have the right to be a prick? Yes I absolutely do.
I am from a family that ignores the fact I am supposed to take specific actions to avoid Autism Seizures and they therefore replace it with their own emotional burdens and concerns.
I have been a victim of OCD Abuse and I am not nice about this. So outing your OCD to me is a good way to be challenged. The fact of the matter is that OCD is a condition that worsens under their ideal circumstances. Not being challenged properly made my mother worse at taking care of me & my brother. It made Chris stop an Autism Aware at 22 because he saw me immediately declaring my God Complex & it made Kaylib uncomfortable because they claimed they didn’t feel like equals. Sorry Kaylib I don’t have equals in that manner. We have not had the pursuit of creative collaboration or intellectual collaboration and we are queer. This means we have done nothing to achieve equal status.
If I declare my autism publicly which I think I should… I have to declare the God Complex with it. It is a declaration that I have to do whatever it takes to save my life. It is also is a declaration of out of control behaviors that I was taught to regulate with counselling when I choose. Not when someone else chooses.
To: Kaylib Drury
When someone declares themselves to be God? IT MEANS STOP CONTROLLING THEM!
Well I am at it. Grandma Pat, Randy & Tracy…
You can’t control a God Complex and it will get ugly if you try.
Now here is the last thing… I have been manipulated for so long I have now developed the ability to pull strings behind the scenes to screw with people pissing me off.
I do not intend to stop.
You are trying to take someone in the practice of Self-Worship and make them in to a sensible & practical person. Let me very clear, I will get high in your church like I did to Rosie. I will spit on your traditional values, I will mock the idea that my family is mentally healthy & I will not be swear to a No Cops pact with anyone.
Aunt Barb & Leah has proven Troy is unsafe. Matthew Clarke has been given his Autism Aware for participating in family manipulations. I have also warned other family members I can order them to have psychological assessments with an attorney. That is a Child Abuse & Special Ed privilege.
Sorry Papa Dick wasn’t allowed around me. You kind of dropped the ball on Shane Fraiser Molesting me & giving me a concussion though. I think the idea is to keep psychosocial hazards away. I have talked to Community Justice Students at Loyalist College and this is not an unreasonable demand.
(I guarantee I followed through on that with Melissa & her son.)
About not being accommodated… If this continues I am dead or heading to a place of unhealthy decay. This last concussion was particularly dangerous. I had seizures everyday from August to the end of my admission at Safe Beds and I was hospitalized twice.
I know about the Autism Aware Trigger game. I am producing an Affidavit in the near future to ensure if this is done to another kid you guys are charged. I can admit to broad attention seeking behaviors in regards to Tanya, Tina in regards to Terry. However, If you don’t tell me the argument to make… I will make the destructive argument. Instead of alienation that leads to a Cyber Security Information leak. Don’t be so willing to press the Block button. It is not a magick button from a Legal Dictation wielding psychopath. Thank you Seneca College Marketing class, Greenwich Associates and Bill 159! 😀
I Ashton Deroy was just given this skill! Legal Dictation Weeeeeeeeeeee! I know why they were worried about it being traced back to them at Seneca College. This was a big pain in the A** for my family, the police & etc. I think it was hilarious. 😀 Sometimes people want to play who abused the Autistic? I will gladly share this. Shane Fraiser by molestation, My parents through unlawful manipulation & New Entry: Matthew Clarke through unchecked mental illness.
I have Seizures and delusions related to my Autism. This is a related link on autism use of ritalin and psychosis.
“Using high doses of methylphenidate has been reported to cause serious complications, such as psychosis, seizure, liver damage, and cardiovascular side effects. Previous studies have suggested that psychotic symptoms may be found following methylphenidate consumption in patients with ADHD.” Google
When I was a kid? My weight got down much too low while using Ritalin. This was possibly how my disorder began. There were also multiple other near death moments growing up related to my autism.
I need this tool to cope with delusions, grieving and accepting health issues. When it is taken away? I feel lost, confused & disengaged. I have studied Green Party of Canada ethics in order to guarantee my right to practice this Indigenous faith.
Intention: With this Blog I am permanently declaring myself a Wiccan. Guaranteeing my right to practice wherever I go and whoever I am with.
If you look in the picture below you will see part of a generation destroyed. I am not kidding!
It is as if my family thinks the entire generation I am in should just quit and live on disability. Which is objectively insane on the face of it!
I have been autism Aware since grade school. Even I could tell back then! Social assistance is no way to live…
Three things they told me to do?
“Don’t worry about going to High School. Just charge your childhood molester.” This was something Mom wanted. Well I don’t want to charge anyone because then people will think I am just some Autistic person who randomly cries “Rape”. Something I demonstrated as Satire with Kaylib Drury.
“Quit working and go on Disability.” Dad said this. I don’t want to quit working… I am in pain & if I quit working I will never have any money for marijuana. I will just live in a constant struggle.
“Just Vote Conservative!” I don’t vote Conservative. I am queer and Autistic. I also saw the Harper Administration fight against gay marriage and marijuana legalization. I am going to go ahead and say no.
Listen the idea that 3/4 kids end up on disability isn’t good. It shouldn’t be celebrated. You are maiming your kids and walking away….
The only good thing about this experience is… I don’t have to ever worry about this happening again.
This is on the record now. I was put in Safe Beds against my will. That is deliberately how I recorded this event.
Why did I do this? I do not want to end up in long term care. Like my great aunt Barb I will fight it until the day I die. I will just not be as nice about it. I intend to be an *** !
Oh the photo above with Ashley & Matt was taken at Canada’s Wonderland. Where Matt wondered? “Why doesn’t Ashton Deroy want to use a disabled pass?” I just don’t Matt Clarke. I successfully integrated. You are asking me “Why don’t you want to opt to regress?” I just don’t.
Okay so guess who was empowered by me seeking mental health treatment when I explicitly didn’t ask for it? It was not me the sexual assault victim who bravely moved on. It was not me the victim of amnesia who can’t count on their family. It was my ex, it was my family and it was my old job.
In this essay I am going to outline the stuff I don’t want to talk about on a usual basis. This way people can understand that mental health is not a 1 size fits all solution. In fact if you look in to my record at Quinte Health where I see a counsellor usually, it actually wasn’t supposed to be the solution at all. Why wasn’t this the solution?
Do you like yourself as you are? No, what has given me the reason to like myself as I am? The fact that I am smart. Yet my Dad still agreed to have me verify my sexual assault in his separation. The fact that every boyfriend I have ever had has taken control or insulted my mental health. Yet I just keep hoping to fall in love. Yep I am the damaged one. Barely functioning 5 ft 9 rape victim Ashton Deroy takes the blame again. I might of scared people including family & even Kaylib Drury. I will take full blame for that. Do they take full blame for what they do? The fact that there is no Multiculturalism in our family so I am sad. The fact that I am a target for argumentation and debate. Or the fact that I require help from family that I do not receive.
Should people be relatively grateful to have me in their lives? This is what makes mental health such a dumb and worthless occupational field. People either demonstrate they appreciate having you around. Or they do what Liam Hennessy did the entire time I dated him and gaslight me, calling me crazy and screwed up! I was actually approached by Liam Hennessy and asked to charge a person he claimed sexually assaulted him. Even though I never had that same experience.
If I didn’t know me? I’d think I was okay. No I wouldn’t think I am okay. I am a gay bash victim, a victim of mental manipulations and a rape victim. If I didn’t know me… I would see me behaving how I do and according to popular opinions. I would think I was and I quote “Still fucked up!” Liam Hennessy in regards to special needs people. (By the way I have never called Liam Hennessy out for abusing me. The rush is exhilarating!”)
Growing up was I given the feeling that I properly deserve to exist? Does your Step brother Shane Fraiser repeating the phrases “Sped!” , “Retard.” & “Kill yourself” count? Sarcasm (Entertainment for stupid people) >> If so I was totally given the right to exist.
The only idea I would agree to traumatic anxiety wise. After gay bash, after rape and after manipulative torture. I need hugs but they aren’t going to be found anymore because Kaylib Drury left and he was the only person I wanted them from. I need to enjoy cake with my friends… Even though I have brutally transitioned by routine so many times I don’t know who they are anymore. I want to enjoy arts & culture with Ashley… I don’t believe in a better future because I have never been shown properly the possibility of one. The proof is in how I got mental help. I was dumped and had all my stuff moved to the Napanee Police. I had seizures in the rain yesterday and still wanted to talk to Kaylib Drury because I missed him.
I get my passive aggressiveness tested even though I said not to because if aggressiveness is triggered I won’t be able to stop it. So I try to be passive and nice hoping that someone will take that for what it is. The fact that I want to learn, love & be cared for. However, I keep getting told somehow… Some way!!! The answer is going to be in seeking psychological help. I am happy to be where I am because I no longer trust the people I am supposed to love.
I have no culture anymore… I have no home… I have no lighter… I have no weed… Why do you think I would choose this help willingly? I have nothing to go back to when I am done. Furthermore I am of the opinion that ODSP is a crutch for families who don’t want to better their financial wellbeing and force independence on self-identified interdependent autistic people with poor self-regulation. This isn’t the help I need. It is the help being forced on me. That is what my mental health professionals told me a long time ago when I self-submitted complex trauma .