Why I was taught a Autism Legal God Complex?

It goes without saying I respect Transgender lives. Despite the fact I have screwed with Transgender people relentlessly! LOL

I am not your average bully because I am not a bully. I teach self-defense. I am a God Complex.

When did this start?

I was actually given my God Complex pretty close to my Autism Diagnosis. Related to the fact I have an intersex hormonal disorder (too much testosterone, so stop pissing me off.) & I have have had so many behavioral modifications I have no practical sense of

I have tried to tell people for a long time now. I am going to do what I want to do.

This does not mean I have the right to harm anyone. However, if you are asking if I have the right to be a prick? Yes I absolutely do.

I am from a family that ignores the fact I am supposed to take specific actions to avoid Autism Seizures and they therefore replace it with their own emotional burdens and concerns.

I have been a victim of OCD Abuse and I am not nice about this. So outing your OCD to me is a good way to be challenged. The fact of the matter is that OCD is a condition that worsens under their ideal circumstances. Not being challenged properly made my mother worse at taking care of me & my brother. It made Chris stop an Autism Aware at 22 because he saw me immediately declaring my God Complex & it made Kaylib uncomfortable because they claimed they didn’t feel like equals. Sorry Kaylib I don’t have equals in that manner. We have not had the pursuit of creative collaboration or intellectual collaboration and we are queer. This means we have done nothing to achieve equal status.

If I declare my autism publicly which I think I should… I have to declare the God Complex with it. It is a declaration that I have to do whatever it takes to save my life. It is also is a declaration of out of control behaviors that I was taught to regulate with counselling when I choose. Not when someone else chooses.

Good audiobook for molestation rehabilitation

To: Kaylib Drury

When someone declares themselves to be God? IT MEANS STOP CONTROLLING THEM!

Well I am at it. Grandma Pat, Randy & Tracy…

You can’t control a God Complex and it will get ugly if you try.

Now here is the last thing… I have been manipulated for so long I have now developed the ability to pull strings behind the scenes to screw with people pissing me off.

I do not intend to stop.

You are trying to take someone in the practice of Self-Worship and make them in to a sensible & practical person. Let me very clear, I will get high in your church like I did to Rosie. I will spit on your traditional values, I will mock the idea that my family is mentally healthy & I will not be swear to a No Cops pact with anyone.

Aunt Barb & Leah has proven Troy is unsafe. Matthew Clarke has been given his Autism Aware for participating in family manipulations. I have also warned other family members I can order them to have psychological assessments with an attorney. That is a Child Abuse & Special Ed privilege.

To: Family

Sorry Papa Dick wasn’t allowed around me. You kind of dropped the ball on Shane Fraiser Molesting me & giving me a concussion though. I think the idea is to keep psychosocial hazards away. I have talked to Community Justice Students at Loyalist College and this is not an unreasonable demand.

(I guarantee I followed through on that with Melissa & her son.)

About not being accommodated… If this continues I am dead or heading to a place of unhealthy decay. This last concussion was particularly dangerous. I had seizures everyday from August to the end of my admission at Safe Beds and I was hospitalized twice.

I know about the Autism Aware Trigger game. I am producing an Affidavit in the near future to ensure if this is done to another kid you guys are charged. I can admit to broad attention seeking behaviors in regards to Tanya, Tina in regards to Terry. However, If you don’t tell me the argument to make… I will make the destructive argument. Instead of alienation that leads to a Cyber Security Information leak. Don’t be so willing to press the Block button. It is not a magick button from a Legal Dictation wielding psychopath. Thank you Seneca College Marketing class, Greenwich Associates and Bill 159! ­čśÇ

I Ashton Deroy was just given this skill! Legal Dictation Weeeeeeeeeeee! I know why they were worried about it being traced back to them at Seneca College. This was a big pain in the A** for my family, the police & etc. I think it was hilarious. ­čśÇ Sometimes people want to play who abused the Autistic? I will gladly share this. Shane Fraiser by molestation, My parents through unlawful manipulation & New Entry: Matthew Clarke through unchecked mental illness.

Ashton Deroy: I get upset that my coping mechanism for autism+ Psychosis is stopped.

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I have Seizures and delusions related to my Autism. This is a related link on autism use of ritalin and psychosis.

“Using high doses of methylphenidate has been reported to┬ácause┬áserious complications, such as┬ápsychosis, seizure, liver damage, and cardiovascular side effects. Previous studies have suggested that┬ápsychotic┬ásymptoms may be found following methylphenidate consumption in patients with ADHD.” Google

When I was a kid? My weight got down much too low while using Ritalin. This was possibly how my disorder began. There were also multiple other near death moments growing up related to my autism.

I need this tool to cope with delusions, grieving and accepting health issues. When it is taken away? I feel lost, confused & disengaged. I have studied Green Party of Canada ethics in order to guarantee my right to practice this Indigenous faith.

Intention: With this Blog I am permanently declaring myself a Wiccan. Guaranteeing my right to practice wherever I go and whoever I am with.

Mental illness aware… For a while!

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Since I was 12 years old. I have been losing sh** unhealed by family. Which now that I think about it means this has been going on long enough…

What was my secret? “I see Dead people!!!!”

A certain TV show gave me an idea on how to code psychotic episodes related to seizures.

Gray, J. (2005). Ghost Whisperer TV show. Los Angeles, CA: Paramount Television Studios. Retrieved September 10, 2020.

An Amnesia nightmare that is too cruel to make up.

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I am still putting the pieces together of my life after a total loss of identity. This is a summary of Autism + Concussion and a total loss of self in the Span of 4 months.

  1. Uncle Rick stressed me out of his place. 625 Murray Street Trenton Ontario.
  2. Kaylib Drury dumped me and then put me in Safe Beds. I returned the favor by submitting him for a psychological assessment.
  3. Dad completely ignoring me after for some self rehabilitation crap.

I didn’t consent to any of this. If I objectively think about it now… I need to cut off ties. There is no way of mending this.

If I think about it my family took a wrongful opportunity with me declaring my moral authority and used it to exit me from their lives. Then if I think about Kaylib Drury they just stagnated a relationship 2 years in.

What am I doing?

I am fighting for people in my life that don’t want me there. Proof is in the abandonment on my birthday.

I think what I needed to do today? Is agree to charge Shane Fraiser for my Sexual assault in 2011. That way if I go back to my old life or start a new life… I can move on without looking back. I just submit a call to Brighton Ontario’s OPP.

A generation destroyed in Quinte West

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If you look in the picture below you will see part of a generation destroyed. I am not kidding!

It is as if my family thinks the entire generation I am in should just quit and live on disability. Which is objectively insane on the face of it!

I have been autism Aware since grade school. Even I could tell back then! Social assistance is no way to live…

Three things they told me to do?

  • “Don’t worry about going to High School. Just charge your childhood molester.” This was something Mom wanted. Well I don’t want to charge anyone because then people will think I am just some Autistic person who randomly cries “Rape”. Something I demonstrated as Satire with Kaylib Drury.
  • “Quit working and go on Disability.” Dad said this. I don’t want to quit working… I am in pain & if I quit working I will never have any money for marijuana. I will just live in a constant struggle.
  • “Just Vote Conservative!” I don’t vote Conservative. I am queer and Autistic. I also saw the Harper Administration fight against gay marriage and marijuana legalization. I am going to go ahead and say no.

Listen the idea that 3/4 kids end up on disability isn’t good. It shouldn’t be celebrated. You are maiming your kids and walking away….

The only good thing about this experience is… I don’t have to ever worry about this happening again.

This is on the record now. I was put in Safe Beds against my will. That is deliberately how I recorded this event.

Why did I do this? I do not want to end up in long term care. Like my great aunt Barb I will fight it until the day I die. I will just not be as nice about it. I intend to be an *** !

Oh the photo above with Ashley & Matt was taken at Canada’s Wonderland. Where Matt wondered? “Why doesn’t Ashton Deroy want to use a disabled pass?” I just don’t Matt Clarke. I successfully integrated. You are asking me “Why don’t you want to opt to regress?” I just don’t.

The sinister reason I use Cannabis.

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Citation 

Schuler, M. (2020, August 9). All in favor of cannabis in Schools?

I am Ashton Deroy and I am an Autistic God Complex. Alana Julia taught me this.

Autism House hunting Kingston ontario.

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  1. Do research on Autism. Here you go! Buy resources here. You have to Ethically.
  2. Do you desire supportive or non-supportive housing. Go for Non-supportive if you function highly. Supportive housing drives me nuts! To be completely honest.
  3. Location? Where you want to live?
  4. Budget.

When applying to ads?

  • Be Honest
  • Call or email the landlord

What not to do?

  • Do not be rude
  • Do not give all your personal information
  • Do not message multiple times

Potential Scripts:

  • Confirm Rent price
  • Is anyone else living there?
  • Is smoking allowed?
  • Is there a bus stop nearby
  • Do you limit any legal rights? If so why? If you get legal limitations on your rental immediately legally choke them out. Sometimes we have to be mean to have moral authority. This is how Autistic people get in to situations of housing abuse. Parents will not bail you out!

Steps before moving in

  1. Sign the lease , get access
  2. Find furniture
  3. Get moving supplies
  4. Harm Reduction supplies. I get video games and stress balls.
  5. Get food. Plenty of veggies. No constipation allowed.
  6. Guest Policy – Make your landlords follow the absolute law.
  7. Make a budget

Landlord Tenant Act

Community resources: Food and Groceries Kingston Ontario

  • Partners Mission foodbank (613)544-4534
  • St. Joseph Regional house food bank (613)389-0275
  • Martha’s table, (613) 546-0320
  • The Good Food box, (613) 546-0320
  • St .Vincent De Paul society, (613)546-3333
  • Salvation army family services, (613)548-4111
  • St. George’s Cathedral, (613) 548-4617
  • St. Mary’s Cathedral, (613)548-3869
  • St. Paul’s Anglican Church, (613) 542-5870

Community resources

  • CDK Family medicine and walk in clinic, (613) 766-0318
  • CDK Family Medicine and Walk-in Clinic, (613) 766-0318
  • Family Medicine and Urgent Care Centre, (613)389-3348
  • Hotel Dieu Hospital Urgent Care Centre, (613)546-1240
  • Street Health, (613)549-1440
  • TeleHealth, 1866-797-0000

3 ways Deroy, McGraw & Hill families create psychopaths.

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I kept hoping at some point everyone would shut up and let me do my own thing. However, they just had to autism aware a brain injury victim. So here is the truth. I have reported information on every single parent and relative that has probably made it’s way to social services. Time to explain myself after all of this time.

Why did I do it? What has been happening to give me so much anxiety?

  1. Over emphasis on independence – They are forcing morons in to resiliency. Even me with my ability to run in to walls over & over again. They don’t get it… People not capable of independence should not be independent. Not everyone can be rehabilitated for independence. That doesn’t mean they can’t work or be a functional member of society.
  2. Everything can be solved through psychology – No… Your psychology is wrong. Also performing exercises of emotional burden like Kimberly Hill Richardson, Mary McGraw and Nicole Hill. I did not approve of this. I disagreed with this entirely.
  3. Not recognizing someone’s moral authority – Just because someone is different, gender non-conforming or maybe weird. They feel they have the right to denounce it to enforce social normalcy. Then they push people in to these impossible moral arguments rather than take responsibility for improving their kids. The term is Obsessive Compulsive Disorder and it is not flattering how they got about it. I just fixate on birthdays & dying my hair blonde for brain injuries.

It is easy to make claims like…. “Stop lying!” response “I HAVE TO! You are a concern to my safety.” “Be a descent human being!” Response “I don’t want to because I don’t like who I am around!” “Go on ODSP” response “You are forcing harmful independence that could risk my social norms.” Besides that we all know ODSP is often abused as a lifetime system for people who can work… Rather than something for an emergency. Next time I get help with wages. I will need it 100% . I have Autism + Concussion and I have been wrecking my own life. I can own up to wrecking my own life. I just want my family to stop owning up to that and own up to their mistakes around me. If not we can keep this chaotic game going forever. I give 0 shits about a family of dumbass ideological psychotics.

Working on God Complex

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It is not enough to be god. I need to establish a following. I need people to know the beauties of Wiccan Communism! I need people to know right from wrong by the Mystical dictator’s terms. I will be working on these platforms today.

Twitter

Green Greater Napanee

Facebook

Shout out to my abuser…. SHANE FRAISER (PEDOPHILE) AND MELISSA DEROY/FRAISER (PEDOPHILE ENABLER) . To Melissa…. LOSE MY LAST NAME BITCH!

Final Autism Aware blog post. Final Blog post

There isn’t going to be any significant work put in to this because I don’t want to. Just a bit of design so it is read, some tags & SEO strategy but that is it.

This blog isn’t making a difference in Autism awareness. I can’t even get Kingston Ontario let me use a bathroom but that isn’t the point. https://deroycollective.family/2020/05/31/to-have-a-voice-you-have-to-use-your-voice-to-kingston-ontario-on-bathroom-issues/

Read on Concussions + Autism:

“Other suspected symptoms may include:

  • Irritability – Yes
  • Aggression – Yes
  • Speech and language difficulties – Yes
  • Motor impairment, such as difficulty walking, tremor, loss of muscle movement, weakness or rigidity – Yes
  • Trouble swallowing (dysphagia) – Yes
  • Vision and focusing problems – Yes
  • Trouble with sense of smell (olfactory abnormalities) – Yes off and on.
  • Dementia – I keep losing things and buying repeat items.

Suicidal Ideations and Actions

The prevalence of suicidal thoughts.” Concussion and Autism: A Dangerous Mix Autism Citizen.

To make things worse. I feel I have a toxic family.

How I want to be remembered? I want to be remembered for calling people out on their shit. I want to be belligerent, rude and Honest beyond comprehension. My siblings Except with Kaylib. With Kaylib I want him to remember me as Empathetic, sweet and Loving. I want to try and leave him something should this be my last concussion. I am not suicidal… Not that anyone is Suicide Prevention trained.

What I will be doing: Playing games, smoking pot, CBD oil and etc. I will also be going to medical appointments, dealing with my psychotic siblings and trying to be with my friends. Even though they don’t get me lately. I will try it.

Last advice from me as a blogger: Don’t wait like I did. Don’t wait until you are sick to tell your addict brother he a sociopath. Don’t wait until you are sick to tell your sister you resent her getting you kicked out. Don’t wait to tell your Step mom to buzz off with her understanding of your mental health. Don’t wait to tell your Military Aunt you don’t give a shit what her title is she can go Fuck herself for how she treats you. Take it from me… I compromised so much that I don’t even like most of my family anymore.

Bye.

Sincerely

Ashton Deroy

How I feel?

Sad.