3 ways I was abused while attending East Northumberland Secondary School & Trenton High School.

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  1. I was molested – I was molested by my ex step brother & Second cousin Shane Fraiser. Dad didn’t understand by Marrying my mom’s Cousin of a hick family that he automatically was committing abuse.
  2. I was obstructed from obtaining my education – I still found a way.
  3. I was alienated – I wasn’t allowed to have Special Ed friends or overnight guests ever. I grew up constantly lonely. I had a best friend in the Chess club that I wanted to be closer to but I couldn’t because I didn’t want them to be called a “Retard” at my house.
  4. I was subjected to Psychosocial Abuse – Melissa Deroy has BiPolar neurosis and Psychosis. Which put me at odds with constant abuse.
  5. I was put in the middle of a divorce feud I did not care about

Sometimes I can’t tell the difference between love & abuse… All I have ever wanted was just to be fed, socialized and cared for. That is not what I got. Instead I got isolation and a creative writing journal.

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No matter how much certain families try. They will never achieve Autism Awareness. Why do I say this? Well as an Autistic person with Non-voting, non-active and Autism oblivious parents. I feel I have suffered an undue hardship.

I get more pressure for independence than I do help for survival. That is not autism awareness. It is a state of autism delusion that some families have. For example with my brother Matt when they sent him to the army. Most Autistic people should not be posted in Cold Lake Alberta where they submit to social isolation because it leads to drastic regression.

We can not pretend to be sophisticated about autism. While at the same time neglecting our community issues as soon as a pandemic is around. This is how I failed another living situation! This is also part of why Matt continues to live a very unfulfilling life. Some autistic people will never achieve full independence. In which case the idea of it must be dismissed.

I love my step Mom Tracy. Sometimes though she deserves an award for Autism oblivious. Why on earth did you think your son was a good fit for the army? I have always thought that many families have some kind of severe delusional detachment to suggest this solution.

The Pressure also arises from unfair expectations of independence and the idea for example that I as an autistic person can get my healthcare wherever I am. I can not… I need specific healthcare professionals under specific terms. Today my Dad showed a complete disregard for that in not printing my Medical Directive for the clinic.

Why my step mom isn’t allowed to do autism aware with me and she should probably stop all together? I think she uses it more as a leash than as a tool. I apparently surpass her autism awareness for miles. The fact that I knew how to treat autism + concussion shows me Matt must of had a hard childhood. Give your damn son some CBD when he goes off woman!

Let’s face it. The way my parents manage us. I have to go in alone if I go in by Autism Aware standards. There is just no way to make that livable. On top of that my Dad is either still considering what I am saying or ignoring it all together. For that I am just at the point where if I am ignored I will treat myself but I will give up on family unity. I am way more interested in the early commitment stages of my 2 year relationship showing themselves .This doesn’t mean I wasn’t Autism aware since 10. I am saying in regards to my family it doesn’t make a difference. They are just expecting me to act “normal”. Which I find? Just terribly pathetic.

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The stealth Autism Awareness

I told Alana Skye once. “If you share your tricks I will share mine.” Well I think it is time to share what is a 12 step plan to access highly difficult to receive healthcare. Let’s see what I did?

Step 1 – Admit to yourself you have autism. I did this at 10 years old. Then you must do your own research. As our healthcare systems are quite unprepared at all times.

Step 2 – Get a Communications diploma. So that you can contact family in case of emergency with heightened language skills.

Step 3 – Read How Google Works? Use this information to acquire medicinal marijuana.

Step 4 – Pace yourself. You have ADHD and you tend to go too fast and drive your blood pressure through the roof. Ice water helps with this according to the hospitals.

Step 5 – Go to Business School so that you can learn to manage your own personal finances.

Step 6 – Follow Matt’s plan and get trained in Security.

Step 7 – Finally start selling Horoscopes and fortune telling services. (You now know math)

Step 8 – Train those you love to bring you CBD.

Step 9 – Figure out who the smart people are. An Uncle and a cousin have both helped me with weed. Dad brought me pre-rolls but he still doesn’t understand how to speed up recovery properly.

Step 9 – Admit managing seizures alone and going to the hospital alone is driving you crazy then stop… “I don’t deserve to have to self-admit to the hospital.” If no one goes with me then I will stop going. This is why? I knew KGH would put me in the psychiatric unit. That is why? I screamed at them for putting me in under the mental health act. Also KGH pretty much made you self diagnose during June 16-June 17 so they were no help...I will no longer go to the hospital alone!

Step 10 – Tell your family you are done with the filter and ready to learn more practical Moralities.

Step 11 – Fall in love.

Step 12 – Tell my love everything about me.

Lastly, admit to yourself your family is bad at taking care of you. Then… move on from them in the sense where you become self-relying. This burn out isn’t like any other burn out I have had before. I did the math, I hacked the game and I have better things to do than wait for my family to understand my issues! I tell fortunes, click here.

Also my Facebook page is not a sub-resume. My Cousin Chris is a career counselor. I am a content creator. There is a big difference, if I want ratings? Then I have to be actionable and persistent. Don’t edit my content as family.

What wasn’t in the plan?

  1. A rapist second cousin named Shane.
  2. Step siblings who need all of my Family’s attention
  3. Being ignored or confused during the concussion
  4. Getting injured at Giant Tiger!
  5. Kyle giving me a concussion while playing wrestling.

My family hardly cares about me. If you do care then smoke CBD with me sometime and watch how much easier my mood gets…. My CBD needs to be distributed immediately after a seizure. The longer you wait the more medicine I need. 5 grams over 3 days no struggle and I will be fine.