Why I was taught a Autism Legal God Complex?

It goes without saying I respect Transgender lives. Despite the fact I have screwed with Transgender people relentlessly! LOL

I am not your average bully because I am not a bully. I teach self-defense. I am a God Complex.

When did this start?

I was actually given my God Complex pretty close to my Autism Diagnosis. Related to the fact I have an intersex hormonal disorder (too much testosterone, so stop pissing me off.) & I have have had so many behavioral modifications I have no practical sense of

I have tried to tell people for a long time now. I am going to do what I want to do.

This does not mean I have the right to harm anyone. However, if you are asking if I have the right to be a prick? Yes I absolutely do.

I am from a family that ignores the fact I am supposed to take specific actions to avoid Autism Seizures and they therefore replace it with their own emotional burdens and concerns.

I have been a victim of OCD Abuse and I am not nice about this. So outing your OCD to me is a good way to be challenged. The fact of the matter is that OCD is a condition that worsens under their ideal circumstances. Not being challenged properly made my mother worse at taking care of me & my brother. It made Chris stop an Autism Aware at 22 because he saw me immediately declaring my God Complex & it made Kaylib uncomfortable because they claimed they didn’t feel like equals. Sorry Kaylib I don’t have equals in that manner. We have not had the pursuit of creative collaboration or intellectual collaboration and we are queer. This means we have done nothing to achieve equal status.

If I declare my autism publicly which I think I should… I have to declare the God Complex with it. It is a declaration that I have to do whatever it takes to save my life. It is also is a declaration of out of control behaviors that I was taught to regulate with counselling when I choose. Not when someone else chooses.

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To: Kaylib Drury

When someone declares themselves to be God? IT MEANS STOP CONTROLLING THEM!

Well I am at it. Grandma Pat, Randy & Tracy…

You can’t control a God Complex and it will get ugly if you try.

Now here is the last thing… I have been manipulated for so long I have now developed the ability to pull strings behind the scenes to screw with people pissing me off.

I do not intend to stop.

You are trying to take someone in the practice of Self-Worship and make them in to a sensible & practical person. Let me very clear, I will get high in your church like I did to Rosie. I will spit on your traditional values, I will mock the idea that my family is mentally healthy & I will not be swear to a No Cops pact with anyone.

Aunt Barb & Leah has proven Troy is unsafe. Matthew Clarke has been given his Autism Aware for participating in family manipulations. I have also warned other family members I can order them to have psychological assessments with an attorney. That is a Child Abuse & Special Ed privilege.

To: Family

Sorry Papa Dick wasn’t allowed around me. You kind of dropped the ball on Shane Fraiser Molesting me & giving me a concussion though. I think the idea is to keep psychosocial hazards away. I have talked to Community Justice Students at Loyalist College and this is not an unreasonable demand.

(I guarantee I followed through on that with Melissa & her son.)

About not being accommodated… If this continues I am dead or heading to a place of unhealthy decay. This last concussion was particularly dangerous. I had seizures everyday from August to the end of my admission at Safe Beds and I was hospitalized twice.

I know about the Autism Aware Trigger game. I am producing an Affidavit in the near future to ensure if this is done to another kid you guys are charged. I can admit to broad attention seeking behaviors in regards to Tanya, Tina in regards to Terry. However, If you don’t tell me the argument to make… I will make the destructive argument. Instead of alienation that leads to a Cyber Security Information leak. Don’t be so willing to press the Block button. It is not a magick button from a Legal Dictation wielding psychopath. Thank you Seneca College Marketing class, Greenwich Associates and Bill 159! 😀

I Ashton Deroy was just given this skill! Legal Dictation Weeeeeeeeeeee! I know why they were worried about it being traced back to them at Seneca College. This was a big pain in the A** for my family, the police & etc. I think it was hilarious. 😀 Sometimes people want to play who abused the Autistic? I will gladly share this. Shane Fraiser by molestation, My parents through unlawful manipulation & New Entry: Matthew Clarke through unchecked mental illness.

3 ways I was abused while attending East Northumberland Secondary School & Trenton High School.

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  1. I was molested – I was molested by my ex step brother & Second cousin Shane Fraiser. Dad didn’t understand by Marrying my mom’s Cousin of a hick family that he automatically was committing abuse.
  2. I was obstructed from obtaining my education – I still found a way.
  3. I was alienated – I wasn’t allowed to have Special Ed friends or overnight guests ever. I grew up constantly lonely. I had a best friend in the Chess club that I wanted to be closer to but I couldn’t because I didn’t want them to be called a “Retard” at my house.
  4. I was subjected to Psychosocial Abuse – Melissa Deroy has BiPolar neurosis and Psychosis. Which put me at odds with constant abuse.
  5. I was put in the middle of a divorce feud I did not care about

Sometimes I can’t tell the difference between love & abuse… All I have ever wanted was just to be fed, socialized and cared for. That is not what I got. Instead I got isolation and a creative writing journal.

Autism Trauma Survivor

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An Amnesia nightmare that is too cruel to make up.

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I am still putting the pieces together of my life after a total loss of identity. This is a summary of Autism + Concussion and a total loss of self in the Span of 4 months.

  1. Uncle Rick stressed me out of his place. 625 Murray Street Trenton Ontario.
  2. Kaylib Drury dumped me and then put me in Safe Beds. I returned the favor by submitting him for a psychological assessment.
  3. Dad completely ignoring me after for some self rehabilitation crap.

I didn’t consent to any of this. If I objectively think about it now… I need to cut off ties. There is no way of mending this.

If I think about it my family took a wrongful opportunity with me declaring my moral authority and used it to exit me from their lives. Then if I think about Kaylib Drury they just stagnated a relationship 2 years in.

What am I doing?

I am fighting for people in my life that don’t want me there. Proof is in the abandonment on my birthday.

I think what I needed to do today? Is agree to charge Shane Fraiser for my Sexual assault in 2011. That way if I go back to my old life or start a new life… I can move on without looking back. I just submit a call to Brighton Ontario’s OPP.

Ashton Deroy is easily manipulated during Seizures & Hyper active episodes

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This was actually supposed to be a apology. Kaylib Drury is the only one I am sorry to now.

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Here is to the only person who deserves an Apology. I am sorry Kaylib Drury. I lied to you about my authentic personality. You might of thought I was nicer than I actually am.

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This post is supposed to be about how I hacked the conditions of my autism and got better by myself. I dated a Psychologist, I learned coordination through yoga & I confided in a Social Worker as a child about the conditions of living with Kimberly Hill. That was never going to be enough for my family. Except with me learning psychology since childhood… I hate to say it this exercise was a trust fall not a obstacle course.

Someone else was literally supposed to offer to take over for me…

Sorry Kaylib Drury

Working on God Complex

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It is not enough to be god. I need to establish a following. I need people to know the beauties of Wiccan Communism! I need people to know right from wrong by the Mystical dictator’s terms. I will be working on these platforms today.

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Shout out to my abuser…. SHANE FRAISER (PEDOPHILE) AND MELISSA DEROY/FRAISER (PEDOPHILE ENABLER) . To Melissa…. LOSE MY LAST NAME BITCH!

Education references and Trade Publication information

ENSS 

2008-2011

Trenton High

2011-2012

Loyalist College

2012-2014

St. Lawrence College 

2014-2015 

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Welcome to Deroy Collective

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Welcome to the Deroy Collective. A website that will host Deroy content from both the Socialist opinion and occasionally the Libertarian opinion. Prior to this website had been Ashtonderoy.com now it is www.DeroyCollective.family 

What is it about? For new readers just getting to know us. The Deroy family has lived around Quinte West and Brighton Ontario for over 20 years. We are a second-generation ENSS & Loyalist College family. We are a healthy mix of Socialists/Social reformers & Capitalist Libertarians. This site has actually been an idea of mine (Ashton Deroy.) Since 2018. I just needed to make some healthier branding decisions to get to this point.

Ashton Deroy does not endorse MLM companies. However, since this website is now a collective space. The site can endorse links that I personally wouldn’t. I am clarifying this in case you need my opinion on Multi-Level Marketing companies. I am morally opposed to them. However, this website is a collective and shared space. I am not under any moral integrity clause anymore. If I post something on the website. It doesn’t necessarily reflect my views. In fact, it won’t always be my opinion I place up here.

I am actually open to writing for members of my family or exploring their opinions in hypothetical and argumentative article pieces. As well as sharing their projects in backlinks.

Links: 

  1. Aunt Tracy’s Love Winx Shop 
  2. FitVengers by Ashton’s friend Jessica. This is an online workout group. Contact Ashtonderoy@gmail.com if you want to do a Beachbody workout together sometime.
  3. Ashton Deroy’s Instagram
  4. Ashton Deroy’s SoundCloud – Entertainment & Socialist Business talk.
  5. Socialist Feminist page on Facebook

Building a Liberal Socialist. Popular articles on the website.

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Intro: Socialists believe in equality, inclusion and collective responsibility. Liberals have values of justice based on freedom, equality, and fairness. In High School, I was a weirdo freshly converted into Environmental Liberalism from the guy with the scary slide show Al Gore. I went on to join the environmental club in high school & volunteered to handle E-waste causes. At the same time in East Northumberland Secondary School I was also involved with improving gay rights & fighting discrimination at the school.

Fighting: Okay a lot of people I think will be upset if I don’t mention fighting discrimination meant actually learning to fight. Yes at ENSS I was on the wrestling team. In college at Seneca, while working on my second Loyalist College diploma, I learned Kickboxing. Up until grade 8 living in Trenton Ontario is a bit of a rough life. So we learned to fight among a Social group. Then in High School I joined my Wrestling team & learned boxing in college. I still work to stay in fighting shape even though I no longer participate in martial arts actively. What I found out by training fighting? If you stay in fighting shape & keep a good moral character the chances are you will never have to fight. 

From there I went to Loyalist College got two diplomas in Advertising & Business. I went to College in Kingston Ontario for a Graduate Certificate program in Interactive marketing communications. Recently I just completed my CanSell certification so I can now legally sell cannabis in recreational stores.  Currently, I am living once again in Kingston Ontario. I am seeking employment and I am eager for the pandemic to be over so I can get to work & get to be out in the community.

Ashton Deroy writes: I wanted to introduce some of the popular links on the website and index them on this post. Hopefully introducing the articles to you will make a more favorable impression of me. My name is Ashton Deroy, I am 26, I have autism and write like a Liberal Socialist

. I do want to say while I am idealistic at times. I do think my websites have some good ideas and true feelings towards many aspects of the community.

Why I loved working at Hawkin’s Cheesies? – I am not sure if this article is trending ironically or if it is just because Hawkin’s has a low web presence and this indexed really well. Yes, I did love working at Hawkin’s Cheezies factory in Belleville Ontario. This is one of the fairest employers in all of Belleville. Still, this is a Social Democratic blog which means I talk about bad employers to. Which I say because I worked at Hawkin’s Cheesies after working at Hinduja Global solutions. This was a call center experience with a lot of downsides. The factory had a consistent schedule, clear expectations & they took employee health & safety seriously. The call center caused multiple stress-related health issues coupled with a demanding schedule where I would have trouble seeing a physician when needed. They also had clients who have had a lot of mainstream criticisms for bad taste business practices. 

3 reasons I love Green Grass Oasis- Another post my readers seem to enjoy. Green grass Oasis is a Dispensary we used to be a spot we loved visiting on the Reservation. Since then we have actually been going more often to Organic Green Dispensary, also Legacy 4/20 is of high quality. Which is actually something I changed my mind about recently.

What I consider my bleak or more cringe-worthy writing? 

Proof of Jango Property Management and Jamie Macari’s homophobia.

Being Jamie Macari ex Wrestler at Queen’s University intimidates tenants outside bathroom.

A Social philosophical look at honesty. Autistic Philosophy.

More positive writing

Transgender Fitness: How dance exercise helps with stereotypical feminine expression?

Transgender Fitness: Training Female to Male customers.

People, who inspire me to grow old?

Honestly, I am going to be embarrassed & I have been embarrassed by how I have run this website at times. On the other hand, this is a blog I have given a lot of my time and energy to. I have deleted full blogs so many times in the past, but I am at a stage now where I am going to keep all of my works up to the best of my ability. I am going to summarize below where my creative directions have been in the past with blogs.

Blog formats I have tried:

  1. Queer Brand Experience – A blog where I write negative reviews about things I have consumed.
  2. Journals -Insane Rambling.
  3. Environmental Photography blog – I was just really stoned and this seemed like a good & fun way to be an idiot.
  4. Bongs-R-Us – A Really stupid blog about weed.
  5. Toronto-Businessphere – I actually did some decent Business style writing here.

How having a paper route, taught me the opposite of discipline?

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Ashton Deroy writes: “Some jobs are not worth doing.” My brother used to explain to me when we were kids & even teenagers. We would frequently be in the cold busting our butts to collect $20-$30 bi weekly for a paper route. Something we distributed through the Trentonian publisher. They circulated their main paper & a Community Press paper in Trenton Ontario back then. “You see Ashton, if we worked at McDonald’s we would get an hourly wage. Or we could just be at home sitting on the couch & watching TV.” This is when I learned in Trenton Ontario that some jobs are just not worth doing… 

I would continue to have paper routes & a little bit of income. Nothing really that worth wild. My brother on the other hand went to High School, had friends & knew how to ignore our parents when he needed to. Actually on that note it was our parents always pressuring me to take Paper routes. I would regrettably apply and take the jobs to my detriment. Kyle would be inside comfortable & basking in his intelligence on this issue.  “Some jobs are not worth doing.” This logic can be applied to… 

  • Call center jobs – Which pay bare minimum, grant employees no schedule control & makes you a disposable human resource. Shout out to S&P Data & Hinduja Global Solutions. Thanks for making family life worse in Quinte West & Belleville Ontario. You spoiled brats and selfish capitalists! 
  • Tim Horton’s jobs – I simply can’t imagine working for an employer who openly advocates for less labor rights. They have some mighty brass balls! I think one day this will contribute to their employees turning against the company. They are just a terrible company with no values & a profits only business model. 
  •  Paper routes – It should be a struggle to find paper boy workers. It is a pain in the butt to walk around in the winter & deliver papers. Just to walk around with $20 or $30 extra bucks. Kids have every right to refuse this boarder line slave labor. 

When I delivered papers as a kid & teenager here is what I learned? Some jobs serve the sole purpose of making people sick & permanently disabled long term. Many times when working the paper route I would get sick & wonder why I thought it was worth it. The truth is it wasn’t worth it. I hated coughing my guts out despite the fact back then I wasn’t a smoker.

Only joyless people need to fill every spare moment in their life with work & school. Forget what you see preached on your favorite Neo-Liberal & Conservative forms. If you need to fill all of your spare time with work & school. You are not capable of your own self-fulfillment. Back in High School when I had a paper route? I should of been focused on what I wanted to do. What did I want to do? I wanted to be on the Wrestling team, I wanted to workout at the gym with people my age & I wanted to study! Why did I need a paper route at all? The best I can come up with truthfully is there were times where my home was a rather joyless place. I think most paper delivery people are from joyless homes. This holiday season make sure you tip these poor teenagers.

What my “lazy” brother is doing now? Back when I took a paper route like a chump & my brother was sitting at home preaching to me about how some jobs are not worth doing. He was still working on things that matter. He is a nurse now, he makes bank & can afford his apartment. Me the person who worked their butt off from a teenager outward is verging homelessness. People do burn out & we need to stop acting like it is this imaginary thing. 

Not a lot of jobs in Belleville Ontario & Quinte West are worth doing. Despite what Meta Employment says in regards to their struggles with employees no showing interviews. We have to realize the quality of jobs are low in this area, no one is in the mood to shut up and just do it anymore! Every job needs to develop an attitude & benefits beyond a pay check. Otherwise the preparation needs to begin for a largely disengaged society.