It is time to admit something. I don’t think I can work after the Pandemic. As a result of sitting in Safe Beds having Seizure every night since I got here. I am realizing that working is no longer in the cards for me.
Since the Pandemic I have been denied my Human Rights. I have been denied access to healthcare, I have been denied access to affordable housing and I have been denied the basic human compassion one needs to survive. I am mentally scarred & physically worn out. I don’t see any circumstances where I can return to regular work.
To conclude, I guess my Dad is getting what he wants. I am admitting now from this point forward I am too disabled to work. I can’t control my Seizures, I can’t control my pain and I can’t control my temperament anymore. You win Randy Deroy. Your kids are officially all going handicapped.
Here is to the only person who deserves an Apology. I am sorry Kaylib Drury. I lied to you about my authentic personality. You might of thought I was nicer than I actually am.
This post is supposed to be about how I hacked the conditions of my autism and got better by myself. I dated a Psychologist, I learned coordination through yoga & I confided in a Social Worker as a child about the conditions of living with Kimberly Hill. That was never going to be enough for my family. Except with me learning psychology since childhood… I hate to say it this exercise was a trust fall not a obstacle course.
Someone else was literally supposed to offer to take over for me…
Imagine for a minute if you will a family whose morality stems from a higher power, puritanical beliefs and racism. Now imagine that family suppresses your mixed gender identity, Wicca & Political opinions. You become a stealth member of psychological manipulation. Not to mention you have a Me Too story you outlined in an affidavit. I AM A MYSTICAL GOD!
Since this is the utmost honest. The data is available and being presented with integrity. I am asking Google to remove the index for www.Ashtonderoy.ca . To my personal beliefs it is blasphemy and slander of a Communist Wiccan God.
Believe it or not I didn’t choose to get Autism + concussion. It was an accident largely contributed to by long hair and appeasing my negligent manager who was too hard on me! Jennifer Boutilier pushed me unreasonably hard without reasonable flexibility for my disability. However, some of the readings may wonder why I wanted to work at Giant Tiger?
It is not just as simple as I wanted a paycheck. It was more than that. I liked my experience doing a placement at Giant Tiger earlier in my Youth Job Connection program with Ron Hunter as my Employment counsellor. I also wanted to help out and be essential during the Coronavirus pandemic.
My current shape:
I am no longer in fit mental or physical shape. There is nothing a hospital can really do for me at this time and no magical medication. As a result I need to control my treatment entirely. I don’t need any family feedback whatsoever. That is just a fact of life at this point. Having my mother Kimberly Richardson tell me in the preachy way that I need medication and hospitalization is out of line and irrelevant. I can’t get the help I need in the midst of a Pandemic. If the bitch left her house once in a while she would realize this! Same with Pat Deroy and everyone else. There is no miracle hospital fix. There is only CBD and waiting this Pandemic out. Get over what you think and let me dictate this treatment.
You can argue I am a man & you are a woman. Therefore this is harassment but it is not true. I am a Grey Hat hacker creating a nuisance for a resolve that I am in control of not one that Giant Tiger is in control of. As a result I am abusing your copyright to get the attention of your corporate lawyers on my time. Call me at 6138881958 I do not want to do things at the convenience of the corporation.
If Giant Tiger Employees want Democracy at work. Message Ashtonderoy@gmail.com and I will help you join my Union and we can join together in a lawsuit against this organization! Thank you for reading. (Mom if you are on this site. You can still go to hell.)