Wreckless Endangerment Incident Report 2020-09-20

I Ashton Deroy with sound mind & Autism Aware declare as of 2020-09-22, I am #Legally declaring Randy Deroy & Tracy Carpenter a #ChildAbuse culture. Anyone of their kids thrown to mental health & ODSP assistance needs to be critically examined. Tracy Carpenter and Randy Deroy are attempting to cover up crimes in #QuinteWest from 625 Murray Street through the use of Tracy Carpenter’s Social Service Worker Education at Loyalist College. Ashley Carpenter may of received a brain injury under the care of Tracy Carpenter that prevented her from graduating High School. Ashley Carpenter is apart of Mohawk Indigenous culture and should be protected as such.

I Ashton Deroy with sound mind & Autism Aware declare. 11:00AM 2020-09-20 I was nearly exposed to Covid19 at Kingston General Hospital. Due to an act of Wreckless endangerment and direct disobedience to my contracts.

Mental illness aware… For a while!

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Since I was 12 years old. I have been losing sh** unhealed by family. Which now that I think about it means this has been going on long enough…

What was my secret? “I see Dead people!!!!”

A certain TV show gave me an idea on how to code psychotic episodes related to seizures.

Gray, J. (2005). Ghost Whisperer TV show. Los Angeles, CA: Paramount Television Studios. Retrieved September 10, 2020.

The failing state of Morality.

“Moral authority is authority premised on principles, or fundamental truths, which are independent of written, or positive, laws. As such, moral authority necessitates the existence of and adherence to truth.

Because truth does not change, the principles of moral authority are immutable or unchangeable, although as applied to individual circumstances the dictates of moral authority for action may vary due to the exigencies of human life.” Wikipedia

Why people won’t declare their moral authority?

Declaring moral authority involves getting stepped on and kicked around a lot if you are autistic or have a brain injury. I have a brain injury & I am autistic. We think of someone like my Cousin Terry who was homeless as a result of wanting to handle things his own way while handling his Huntington’s disease. Your moral authority should be an expression of individuality. (I have never thought of autism as a disability, I thought of it as a type of personality. I think a brain injury is a disability.)

Moral authority is an invitation for your family to show you how corrupt and sadistic they really are. I am talking about Randy Deroy and Tracy Carpenter. However, I am also talking about Dwayne Richardson and Kimberly Richardson.

Not just direct relatives. I was dumped during amnesia while trying to make a declaration of sound mind so that I could continue to control my circumstances by Kaylib Drury. He is still blocking me and abusing me. The fact that we can’t seem to rationalize that during a brain injury is not a time to negotiate circumstances of a relationship is more than dense. It is sheer stupidity. I think under these interpreted circumstances we have to look at Kaylib Drury’s actions for the selfish and harmful actions they were and are.

This is not acceptable at all. The reason we have a world full of adult children who will never claim their moral authority? We have a system ready to abuse them in North America the minute someone decides to be a moral being. It will do so by not acknowledging their preferences, contracts & personal opinions.

So an older generation & existing generation is stepping on each other so hard. That declaring political alliances & even coming out of the closet has become impossible to finish for many never to be adults. What we are creating? A generation of unhealthy god complexes who both don’t trust their family to allow their individuality & at the same time… They are paralyzed by achieving the slightest success.

Take a look at my Morality here. Do you think I had my free speech suppressed?

Declaring your moral authority should not be taken as permission to throw someone to the system. That is what is being done however… I am being left desperate and destitute. I will make sure this doesn’t happen again to other injured relatives.

An Amnesia nightmare that is too cruel to make up.

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I am still putting the pieces together of my life after a total loss of identity. This is a summary of Autism + Concussion and a total loss of self in the Span of 4 months.

  1. Uncle Rick stressed me out of his place. 625 Murray Street Trenton Ontario.
  2. Kaylib Drury dumped me and then put me in Safe Beds. I returned the favor by submitting him for a psychological assessment.
  3. Dad completely ignoring me after for some self rehabilitation crap.

I didn’t consent to any of this. If I objectively think about it now… I need to cut off ties. There is no way of mending this.

If I think about it my family took a wrongful opportunity with me declaring my moral authority and used it to exit me from their lives. Then if I think about Kaylib Drury they just stagnated a relationship 2 years in.

What am I doing?

I am fighting for people in my life that don’t want me there. Proof is in the abandonment on my birthday.

I think what I needed to do today? Is agree to charge Shane Fraiser for my Sexual assault in 2011. That way if I go back to my old life or start a new life… I can move on without looking back. I just submit a call to Brighton Ontario’s OPP.

I re-declared Moral authority while in Safe Beds. Well I declared my own insanity to.

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So don’t put me back here. Okay?

I am the Autistic Ostrich

I am the Autistic Ostrich… Here is what is wrong with me!

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Okay so guess who was empowered by me seeking mental health treatment when I explicitly didn’t ask for it? It was not me the sexual assault victim who bravely moved on. It was not me the victim of amnesia who can’t count on their family. It was my ex, it was my family and it was my old job.

In this essay I am going to outline the stuff I don’t want to talk about on a usual basis. This way people can understand that mental health is not a 1 size fits all solution. In fact if you look in to my record at Quinte Health where I see a counsellor usually, it actually wasn’t supposed to be the solution at all. Why wasn’t this the solution?

Self-Esteem Questionaire:

  1. Do you like yourself as you are? No, what has given me the reason to like myself as I am? The fact that I am smart. Yet my Dad still agreed to have me verify my sexual assault in his separation. The fact that every boyfriend I have ever had has taken control or insulted my mental health. Yet I just keep hoping to fall in love. Yep I am the damaged one. Barely functioning 5 ft 9 rape victim Ashton Deroy takes the blame again. I might of scared people including family & even Kaylib Drury. I will take full blame for that. Do they take full blame for what they do? The fact that there is no Multiculturalism in our family so I am sad. The fact that I am a target for argumentation and debate. Or the fact that I require help from family that I do not receive.
  2. Should people be relatively grateful to have me in their lives? This is what makes mental health such a dumb and worthless occupational field. People either demonstrate they appreciate having you around. Or they do what Liam Hennessy did the entire time I dated him and gaslight me, calling me crazy and screwed up! I was actually approached by Liam Hennessy and asked to charge a person he claimed sexually assaulted him. Even though I never had that same experience.
  3. This is me yesterday lost in my own mind and struggling to get family help in the rain.
  4. If I didn’t know me? I’d think I was okay. No I wouldn’t think I am okay. I am a gay bash victim, a victim of mental manipulations and a rape victim. If I didn’t know me… I would see me behaving how I do and according to popular opinions. I would think I was and I quote “Still fucked up!” Liam Hennessy in regards to special needs people. (By the way I have never called Liam Hennessy out for abusing me. The rush is exhilarating!”)
  5. Growing up was I given the feeling that I properly deserve to exist? Does your Step brother Shane Fraiser repeating the phrases “Sped!” , “Retard.” & “Kill yourself” count? Sarcasm (Entertainment for stupid people) >> If so I was totally given the right to exist.
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The only idea I would agree to traumatic anxiety wise. After gay bash, after rape and after manipulative torture. I need hugs but they aren’t going to be found anymore because Kaylib Drury left and he was the only person I wanted them from. I need to enjoy cake with my friends… Even though I have brutally transitioned by routine so many times I don’t know who they are anymore. I want to enjoy arts & culture with Ashley…  I don’t believe in a better future because I have never been shown properly the possibility of one.  The proof is in how I got mental help. I was dumped and had all my stuff moved to the Napanee Police. I had seizures in the rain yesterday and still wanted to talk to Kaylib Drury because I missed him.

I get my passive aggressiveness tested even though I said not to because if aggressiveness is triggered I won’t be able to stop it. So I try to be passive and nice hoping that someone will take that for what it is. The fact that I want to learn, love & be cared for. However, I keep getting told somehow… Some way!!! The answer is going to be in seeking psychological help. I am happy to be where I am because I no longer trust the people I am supposed to love.

I have no culture anymore… I have no home… I have no lighter… I have no weed… Why do you think I would choose this help willingly? I have nothing to go back to when I am done. Furthermore I am of the opinion that ODSP is a crutch for families who don’t want to better their financial wellbeing and force independence on self-identified interdependent autistic people with poor self-regulation. This isn’t the help I need. It is the help being forced on me. That is what my mental health professionals told me a long time ago when I self-submitted complex trauma .

Ashton Deroy’s emotional flashcards PDF

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I am Ashton Deroy + Autism Aware at 16 and here is why Canada is pissing me off!

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Here is what happened at Giant Tiger?

  1. I smashed my head some time in June. As a result I developed amnesia.
  2. Then there are lots of fragmentations in my reality.
  3. In August I ended up in Safe Beds. Alone, regressing and scarred by my realities of CPTSD.
  4. At some point I endorsed an amazing woman for the Green Party leadership race.
  5. I signed up for a Webinar to learn Canadian law.
  6. As of today I had a 2 hour seizure. 2020-08-24 after which I pissed myself.
  7. I looked death in the eyes and thought about giving up many times. I still want to give up sometimes. I was told from a young age I would die alone. I am starting to believe that every day.

So I am going to go sign off and puke… PEACE OUT!

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Ashton Deroy writes: We must all reject right wing extremism in the form of prejudice, harassment and bullshit excuses. Do not forgive and do not forget for if we do they will never learn. I am Ashton Deroy, I am a Wiccan and a proud member of Anti-fascism through Anonymous action and activity. I am not an extremist, rather I am a reactionary member of a Socialist faction. I am a gay bash victim, an abused autistic and a rape victim. In other words, come at me bro!

Dear Jennifer Boutilier From Ashton Deroy

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Dear Jennifer Boutilier,

You can argue I am a man & you are a woman. Therefore this is harassment but it is not true. I am a Grey Hat hacker creating a nuisance for a resolve that I am in control of not one that Giant Tiger is in control of. As a result I am abusing your copyright to get the attention of your corporate lawyers on my time. Call me at 6138881958 I do not want to do things at the convenience of the corporation.

If Giant Tiger Employees want Democracy at work. Message Ashtonderoy@gmail.com and I will help you join my Union and we can join together in a lawsuit against this organization! Thank you for reading. (Mom if you are on this site. You can still go to hell.)