I hope you liked the Cyber Security attack I staged today. That was for your benefit! 🙂
I am not even that upset. I just want to promote the seriousness of Autism + Concussion and I was willing to do it at your expense.
Because it is weed you denied me my brain medicine. Because it is weed you think it is a non-necessity item. Because it is weed you think I am making up these fits. Because it is weed you denied me my health.
I got Autism + ADHD + Concussion June 8th 2020. Because it was weed I was denied the help I needed. Not wanted help! The needed help so that I didn’t kill my entire personality. I can’t help this now, that identity I was prior to the episode is now dead. Thank you for doing this. I now have to re-create. I am thinking of something a bit more Millennial oriented for my future.
CBD is medicine! I am tired of having this fight. I don’t want an aspirin, an Advil or any other pill. I don’t want THC, I don’t want Morphine or Ativan. I want CBD only! I shouldn’t have to fight for it. I don’t want fix the relationships I broke this time. I just want to move on.
The New Ashton Deroy , restarting as a Witch again.
Ashton Deroy writes: “Some jobs are not worth doing.” My brother used to explain to me when we were kids & even teenagers. We would frequently be in the cold busting our butts to collect $20-$30 bi weekly for a paper route. Something we distributed through the Trentonian publisher. They circulated their main paper & a Community Press paper in Trenton Ontario back then. “You see Ashton, if we worked at McDonald’s we would get an hourly wage. Or we could just be at home sitting on the couch & watching TV.” This is when I learned in Trenton Ontario that some jobs are just not worth doing…
I would continue to have paper routes & a little bit of income. Nothing really that worth wild. My brother on the other hand went to High School, had friends & knew how to ignore our parents when he needed to. Actually on that note it was our parents always pressuring me to take Paper routes. I would regrettably apply and take the jobs to my detriment. Kyle would be inside comfortable & basking in his intelligence on this issue. “Some jobs are not worth doing.” This logic can be applied to…
When I delivered papers as a kid & teenager here is what I learned? Some jobs serve the sole purpose of making people sick & permanently disabled long term. Many times when working the paper route I would get sick & wonder why I thought it was worth it. The truth is it wasn’t worth it. I hated coughing my guts out despite the fact back then I wasn’t a smoker.
Only joyless people need to fill every spare moment in their life with work & school. Forget what you see preached on your favorite Neo-Liberal & Conservative forms. If you need to fill all of your spare time with work & school. You are not capable of your own self-fulfillment. Back in High School when I had a paper route? I should of been focused on what I wanted to do. What did I want to do? I wanted to be on the Wrestling team, I wanted to workout at the gym with people my age & I wanted to study! Why did I need a paper route at all? The best I can come up with truthfully is there were times where my home was a rather joyless place. I think most paper delivery people are from joyless homes. This holiday season make sure you tip these poor teenagers.
What my “lazy” brother is doing now? Back when I took a paper route like a chump & my brother was sitting at home preaching to me about how some jobs are not worth doing. He was still working on things that matter. He is a nurse now, he makes bank & can afford his apartment. Me the person who worked their butt off from a teenager outward is verging homelessness. People do burn out & we need to stop acting like it is this imaginary thing.
Not a lot of jobs in Belleville Ontario & Quinte West are worth doing. Despite what Meta Employment says in regards to their struggles with employees no showing interviews. We have to realize the quality of jobs are low in this area, no one is in the mood to shut up and just do it anymore! Every job needs to develop an attitude & benefits beyond a pay check. Otherwise the preparation needs to begin for a largely disengaged society.