God Complex: This is not a gift. It means you were prepared by legal representation by people too dumb to understand the meaning of the words “Child of a Type 1 Diabetic.” I don’t have a gift. I have an Intersex birth defect. I fight bed wetting with the term “Nocturnal” . I also tighten my core when I can by means of yoga. I will be abusing my God complex by acting like an A**hole now.
#AutismAware – Remember if you wait too long to declare your #moralauthority your neurotically typical family will lash out at you. I am Ashton De Roy and I declared #Seizure #Delusions at 26 by legal dictation.
#Autistic Trigger manipulations at home are a game and the motive can be anything from they want to get rid of you to they want to push you to the system. I prepared a legal self defense for all of the above and submitted it to public record as discussed with #Political representation.
I declared my Moral authority in High school like a sane person. Then just went along with all the autism aware conversations. The fact is my family abuses #Psychotic disorders to hide wrongdoing and #ChildAbuse . That is my opinion. It is a personal truth. If my family doesn’t abuse Psychotic disorders. Where did everyone go? #NiceTry you guys are #Transparrent #bigots
I have Seizures and delusions related to my Autism. This is a related link on autism use of ritalin and psychosis.
“Using high doses of methylphenidate has been reported to cause serious complications, such as psychosis, seizure, liver damage, and cardiovascular side effects. Previous studies have suggested that psychotic symptoms may be found following methylphenidate consumption in patients with ADHD.” Google
When I was a kid? My weight got down much too low while using Ritalin. This was possibly how my disorder began. There were also multiple other near death moments growing up related to my autism.
I need this tool to cope with delusions, grieving and accepting health issues. When it is taken away? I feel lost, confused & disengaged. I have studied Green Party of Canada ethics in order to guarantee my right to practice this Indigenous faith.
Intention: With this Blog I am permanently declaring myself a Wiccan. Guaranteeing my right to practice wherever I go and whoever I am with.
Okay so guess who was empowered by me seeking mental health treatment when I explicitly didn’t ask for it? It was not me the sexual assault victim who bravely moved on. It was not me the victim of amnesia who can’t count on their family. It was my ex, it was my family and it was my old job.
In this essay I am going to outline the stuff I don’t want to talk about on a usual basis. This way people can understand that mental health is not a 1 size fits all solution. In fact if you look in to my record at Quinte Health where I see a counsellor usually, it actually wasn’t supposed to be the solution at all. Why wasn’t this the solution?
Do you like yourself as you are? No, what has given me the reason to like myself as I am? The fact that I am smart. Yet my Dad still agreed to have me verify my sexual assault in his separation. The fact that every boyfriend I have ever had has taken control or insulted my mental health. Yet I just keep hoping to fall in love. Yep I am the damaged one. Barely functioning 5 ft 9 rape victim Ashton Deroy takes the blame again. I might of scared people including family & even Kaylib Drury. I will take full blame for that. Do they take full blame for what they do? The fact that there is no Multiculturalism in our family so I am sad. The fact that I am a target for argumentation and debate. Or the fact that I require help from family that I do not receive.
Should people be relatively grateful to have me in their lives? This is what makes mental health such a dumb and worthless occupational field. People either demonstrate they appreciate having you around. Or they do what Liam Hennessy did the entire time I dated him and gaslight me, calling me crazy and screwed up! I was actually approached by Liam Hennessy and asked to charge a person he claimed sexually assaulted him. Even though I never had that same experience.
If I didn’t know me? I’d think I was okay. No I wouldn’t think I am okay. I am a gay bash victim, a victim of mental manipulations and a rape victim. If I didn’t know me… I would see me behaving how I do and according to popular opinions. I would think I was and I quote “Still fucked up!” Liam Hennessy in regards to special needs people. (By the way I have never called Liam Hennessy out for abusing me. The rush is exhilarating!”)
Growing up was I given the feeling that I properly deserve to exist? Does your Step brother Shane Fraiser repeating the phrases “Sped!” , “Retard.” & “Kill yourself” count? Sarcasm (Entertainment for stupid people) >> If so I was totally given the right to exist.
The only idea I would agree to traumatic anxiety wise. After gay bash, after rape and after manipulative torture. I need hugs but they aren’t going to be found anymore because Kaylib Drury left and he was the only person I wanted them from. I need to enjoy cake with my friends… Even though I have brutally transitioned by routine so many times I don’t know who they are anymore. I want to enjoy arts & culture with Ashley… I don’t believe in a better future because I have never been shown properly the possibility of one. The proof is in how I got mental help. I was dumped and had all my stuff moved to the Napanee Police. I had seizures in the rain yesterday and still wanted to talk to Kaylib Drury because I missed him.
I get my passive aggressiveness tested even though I said not to because if aggressiveness is triggered I won’t be able to stop it. So I try to be passive and nice hoping that someone will take that for what it is. The fact that I want to learn, love & be cared for. However, I keep getting told somehow… Some way!!! The answer is going to be in seeking psychological help. I am happy to be where I am because I no longer trust the people I am supposed to love.
I have no culture anymore… I have no home… I have no lighter… I have no weed… Why do you think I would choose this help willingly? I have nothing to go back to when I am done. Furthermore I am of the opinion that ODSP is a crutch for families who don’t want to better their financial wellbeing and force independence on self-identified interdependent autistic people with poor self-regulation. This isn’t the help I need. It is the help being forced on me. That is what my mental health professionals told me a long time ago when I self-submitted complex trauma .
Autism Revolution has been an incredible audiobook. So much so I don’t feel right using the domain name anymore. People need to know about this audiobook. Which is why? I sent a paperback to my autistic Step brother.
Purpose: To establish our own unique Graphic Design brand in Greater Napanee Ontario.
Outcome: We are operating an aggressive Social media campaign to protest issues, fix local and franchise businesses. As well as making the community aware of the problems currently facing us.
Imagine for a minute if you will a family whose morality stems from a higher power, puritanical beliefs and racism. Now imagine that family suppresses your mixed gender identity, Wicca & Political opinions. You become a stealth member of psychological manipulation. Not to mention you have a Me Too story you outlined in an affidavit. I AM A MYSTICAL GOD!
Since this is the utmost honest. The data is available and being presented with integrity. I am asking Google to remove the index for www.Ashtonderoy.ca . To my personal beliefs it is blasphemy and slander of a Communist Wiccan God.
Submit for Market Research purposes. Protected under the fair dealings act in Canada. This is a research peace of Fiverr. Let’s get in to this.
This shouldn’t be a surprise for anyone but I do have issues with emotions. That being said I think Autistic people can be a little too over sensitive and that doesn’t work either. For example, Matthew-Clarke.ca Matt has a pattern of irrational behavior such as drunk driving and then resorts to defensive sensitivity. This is actually harmful and interferes with their ability to develop life skills. I do not tolerate this and neither will the Autism Revolution!
Experiment: For the interest of transparency I did train this kid on dealing with difficult customers. Whether they get an A+ or an F it is up to them.
Sensitivity wise: I failed, I really did. F – I am okay with that. I am a customer so let’s do some business!
Quote from seller: “I’m really sorry you were unhappy. You already have the knowledge of the topic that I would normally help with, so I tried to help you with accessibility in other ways. There isn’t really anything negative to say about your content or your idea so there wasn’t much for me to comment on, which is a good sign that you know what you’re doing. I assure you that I do a thorough and thoughtful job when given clear instructions and a goal, but in this case I did the best I could. Thanks.” Keep in mind this is a deliberate stress test that I have paid the participant for.
My first review:
2020-07-17 – We decided to turn this post in to satire. I have my Jen account pretending to be drunk. Today the kid literally pretended to be suicidal to get out of the agreement. Listen, at the end of the day I think you are my competitor. Intention: I am clogging your business to make sure we don’t compete. 6133923561 Quinte West OPP called at 10:51 AM on 07-25-2020 . Note: We still suspect this account is distributing copyrighted works however we have been asked to leave them alone. We request someone else pick up this study from here.
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Both the Provincial and Federal government can consider themselves marked by the Autistic Political community. The management of the Coronavirus has happened to our detriment. As a result of the high levels of precautions I have gotten a job injury at Giant Tiger June 8th 2018 at 656 Gardiners rd Kingston Ontario. This is a dispute for which I started a Cyber Security Marketing Happening targeted towards Jenifer Boutilier Kingston Ontario.
This is an article in progress. It will explore the Pandemic in relationship to Autism. It will include our opinions on Governance both Provincially, Municipally and Federally. This will explain a crucial need for a sweeping Socialist Reform in Governance. As well as explain Business, political, medical and technological variables impacting the lives of Autistic people through the eyes of Ashton Deroy.