An Amnesia nightmare that is too cruel to make up.

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I am still putting the pieces together of my life after a total loss of identity. This is a summary of Autism + Concussion and a total loss of self in the Span of 4 months.

  1. Uncle Rick stressed me out of his place. 625 Murray Street Trenton Ontario.
  2. Kaylib Drury dumped me and then put me in Safe Beds. I returned the favor by submitting him for a psychological assessment.
  3. Dad completely ignoring me after for some self rehabilitation crap.

I didn’t consent to any of this. If I objectively think about it now… I need to cut off ties. There is no way of mending this.

If I think about it my family took a wrongful opportunity with me declaring my moral authority and used it to exit me from their lives. Then if I think about Kaylib Drury they just stagnated a relationship 2 years in.

What am I doing?

I am fighting for people in my life that don’t want me there. Proof is in the abandonment on my birthday.

I think what I needed to do today? Is agree to charge Shane Fraiser for my Sexual assault in 2011. That way if I go back to my old life or start a new life… I can move on without looking back. I just submit a call to Brighton Ontario’s OPP.

I re-declared Moral authority while in Safe Beds. Well I declared my own insanity to.

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So don’t put me back here. Okay?

I am Ashton Deroy + Autism Aware at 16 and here is why Canada is pissing me off!

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Here is what happened at Giant Tiger?

  1. I smashed my head some time in June. As a result I developed amnesia.
  2. Then there are lots of fragmentations in my reality.
  3. In August I ended up in Safe Beds. Alone, regressing and scarred by my realities of CPTSD.
  4. At some point I endorsed an amazing woman for the Green Party leadership race.
  5. I signed up for a Webinar to learn Canadian law.
  6. As of today I had a 2 hour seizure. 2020-08-24 after which I pissed myself.
  7. I looked death in the eyes and thought about giving up many times. I still want to give up sometimes. I was told from a young age I would die alone. I am starting to believe that every day.

So I am going to go sign off and puke… PEACE OUT!

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Ashton Deroy writes: We must all reject right wing extremism in the form of prejudice, harassment and bullshit excuses. Do not forgive and do not forget for if we do they will never learn. I am Ashton Deroy, I am a Wiccan and a proud member of Anti-fascism through Anonymous action and activity. I am not an extremist, rather I am a reactionary member of a Socialist faction. I am a gay bash victim, an abused autistic and a rape victim. In other words, come at me bro!

Dear Jennifer Boutilier From Ashton Deroy

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Dear Jennifer Boutilier,

You can argue I am a man & you are a woman. Therefore this is harassment but it is not true. I am a Grey Hat hacker creating a nuisance for a resolve that I am in control of not one that Giant Tiger is in control of. As a result I am abusing your copyright to get the attention of your corporate lawyers on my time. Call me at 6138881958 I do not want to do things at the convenience of the corporation.

If Giant Tiger Employees want Democracy at work. Message Ashtonderoy@gmail.com and I will help you join my Union and we can join together in a lawsuit against this organization! Thank you for reading. (Mom if you are on this site. You can still go to hell.)

My first seizure

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I’ve been saying I have had a hard time with my autism in the pandemic. A few nights ago I was sent home from work with a concussion and I went to Hotel dieu got sent home with some nice Advil. “I just want to say a genuine thank you to Hotel Dieu because of them not knowing about CBD and autism. I spent last night thinking I was going to die. Are you autism aware yet? Sometimes I wish I would die. Then this fight is over. I can just stop contending and competing. That is what I want. I want to stop competing because I am not a winner I am a loser. I am batting 0 – 100. ”

It is truly a system like ours that makes me say… “FUCK YOUR NOTIONS OF CAPITALISM AND SOCIALISM! FUCK YOUR DICHOTOMY! FUCK THIS PANDEMIC AND FUCK EVERYONE! I SHOULD OF JUST FUCKING SCREAMED WHEN MY LIFE WAS IN DANGER BUT I THOUGHT I’D TRY BEING NICE! FUCK YOU ALL! After I let that out, I slowly calm down and use my meditated breathing. I will be swearing for a while so we are not suitable for minors anymore.” Copyrighted by Moral Ownership intended as an Autism and autism awareness open-access resource.

My boyfriend taught me honesty. Now I invite you to go fuck yourselves.

Covid19

“#Research intended for #Facebook , #Readers & #WordPress Readers. Message me in the page chat if you need any help with matters related to this.

#Autism #AutismAwareness

Manager’s Name: Jenn
Left because of: #Concussion related to poor #Organizational #Safety Practices. Showed up for work Fri, 5 Jun and I was #Amnesia filled and confused I actually bought 2 pairs of the same style of headphones from the #dollar store.

Religious indifference:
I am a #Wiccan #Spiritualist and I care not of your approval. It is a #Socialist Religion. Philosophically genuinely believes that if I proved worthy of working at the #GiantTiger. It would be through a mix of cutthroat passive-aggressive #bureaucracy as well of the ability to prove my #marginal worth. As someone from a #European faith, I have to be able to take care of and be there for my team. If I am in competition with the people I would ideally #Unionize within the case of a cultural problem in the workplace I would need them to like me in order to become a #member. Therefore I view #alienation for my team as an unacceptable culture. In passing, conversations whistles were blown about her values. Yet I felt the need to say to the manager as though to limit her control. This is called #Opposition and it leads to more #democratic workplace practices. Even if it has negatively impacted my career.

You have #Efficiency related #health & safety problems. As well as people #cutting corners to please you. Had I of stayed I imagine I would have to blow whistles frequently down the line. Related to employees not making #LivingWage , having a #union or any kind of #Secure attachment to one’s job. To use uncensored injury talk “Enjoy your #shittylife I am not going to touch it. It is not mine” I just submit research to maybe improve our lives in the disabled community.

Since I am not a #SecurityGuard there

Disclosure about #MarketResearch #Economics and #WorkersRights . Our Legal system has an incredible depth of history. #LoyalistCollege taught me Legal Fundamentals. I am doing a #WSIB claim and I do want to talk about my experience. I wish I could have trusted the manager more but she has a very specific organization process that honors efficiency above all else.

Trying to be #sensible while working at #GiantTiger as a mental exercise was one of the hardest things to do in my entire life… Either I am too slow, or too clumsy to be fast. It wasn’t enough to learn, stretch, and even improvise. I tried to work on a team but it was a #dysfunctional team. I am sorry but I do quit and I am comfortable saying that online because I don’t want to go in. I am having another episode of sickness. This is an #Accessibilty issue not a #them issue. Goodbye. I can’t help you but thank you for trying.

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My new sign off phrase is Good Luck & Good Fortunes. As my boyfriend has told me NOT to ever hide my faith again.”

Make no mistake you don’t want to hire someone with genuine enthusiasm.

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Someone with genuine enthusiasm and autism. What do you think they would be like? Would they be an outspoken genius? Or a rambling lunatic? Make no mistake the idea of talking to someone who genuine with their feelings. Even after their parents help with learning impulse control… This would still be a struggle.

Not that anyone who reads this would understand what I mean by Multiple perceptions of the self. However, the Socialist Dictator inside has died. They are gone. You are stuck with the Spiritualist Wiccan who is a member of the environmentalist club. All that is left is the Wiccan Merchant I was through the Advertising and Marketing program with the new Skills of a Business Diploma and Access to a Bloombergsubscription.

Welcome to the co-op Rules. Experiment

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All that complaining about Call centers? This was the crazy s*** it was leading to. 🙂 No Union Presence Quinte West are you sure? 

 

What am I about? I am about putting food in bellies through my Digital Marketing education. I am about using Fiverr for the common good. So let’s give that a try. This is an experiment.

  1. Democratic rules – I treat them as equals.
  2. No torture through Deliberation
  3. 3 copyright strikes as a writer is fired. Or one serious infringement. (Nothing personal but if people are dinging AshtonDeroy@gmail.com or texting 613-888-1958 and saying my experiment is costing them money. No that isn’t right and I won’t stand for it as a Utilitarian.
  4. I put food in bellies. This is a donation I am making to develop other small Businesses from my family to your’s style donations. I am fulfilling a religious purpose as a Wiccan Spiritualist in the Social reform traditions in utopic experiments.
  5. This is a Co-op welcome to the Union. 🙂 
  6. We operate with considerations for the Ontario code of Human Rights. If we receive racist trolling it will be investigated. I have studied Security. PSISA training
  7. “Fair dealing is a user’s right in copyright law permitting use of, or “dealing” with, a copyright-protected work without permission or payment of copyright royalties. … If your purpose is criticism, review or news reporting, you must also mention the source and author of the work for it to be fair dealing.” I don’t fully understand this but I know I can use it to link my articles to the author through submitting it as Market Research.

Suggest revisions, additions, and whatever. I am autistic and need help! Ashtonderoy@gmail.com . I am just taking personal money and budgeting it to fight & protest prejudice and work injustice. Maybe fight a bit of hunger I can’t be sure because I respect privacy.

 

To: Duncan Armstrong A case for Political Progressive reform. Pitch for the next lefty.

Duncan Armstrong a case for Progressive reform

Writer’s Bias: Ashton Deroy is Wicca, 26, A community College graduate & Autistic.

September 8th 2018. This man has captured the Progressive imaginations of the city of Quinte West. What happened though? Why didn’t he win? Why didn’t Quinte West get the Progressive reform it Desperately needs!

Time for the truth from a History student at Trenton High with an Advertising Marketing Diploma from Loyalist College.

Purpose: The purpose of your campaign should of been sweeping progressive change.

Methods I propose for the next progressive: You should have jacked up a website with SEO features. Given yourself, a Megaphone of integrated marketing approaches to speak to EVERYONE! 

Resources I propose you use:

  • Vista Print – I use them to Print my own custom made T-Shirts. When I am not working my 9-5 in retail. (I do graphic designs because I graduated marketing.)
  • WordPress Business  
  • Social Media Advertising – I am sure the incredible family at Willow’s Publishing would be happy to walk anyone through a web-based strategy & a publishing strategy. (Pending their affiliations.) I have no clue.

Hell if it is to get a Social Reformer/lefty elected. I will pay for Marketing resources! Text me at 6138881958.

Referenced from InQuinte

 

Quinte West, Smalltown unities against the big guys

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“They underestimate us! The politicians, the Business people, and the Employers all ****** underestimate us! They think we are all dead beats on Welfare draining the system. We see the News idiots! We know about the Wealth gap, Call center practices of tyranny& a system where elites just totally disconnected from our everyday concerns.

What did we do in return? 

We gave up on Social unity, we gave up on education and we gave up on the idea that we need to give our economy in Quinte West some serious reform so that it can be around for decades more to come!

We need to return democracy back to the workers! 

“Okay, we are in.” Just like that and next thing you know I am running a website the size of a small Newspaper route out of Quinte West. “There is no Union Presence in Quinte West.” Laugh Laugh Laugh Laugh Laugh

I have to chuckle a bit to that because it is comically hilarious. Somehow the Employers are believing we are low on Workers and that there is no Union Presence. (We are Unionizing in our communities. With our friends, with our loved ones & with our environment. There is a Union forming alright. You are going to have to fight it with some Democracy because the boot of Capitalism isn’t going to do it for you.

I have some ideas on Social Reform. Let’s have a conversation: