Imagine for a minute if you will a family whose morality stems from a higher power, puritanical beliefs and racism. Now imagine that family suppresses your mixed gender identity, Wicca & Political opinions. You become a stealth member of psychological manipulation. Not to mention you have a Me Too story you outlined in an affidavit. I AM A MYSTICAL GOD!
Since this is the utmost honest. The data is available and being presented with integrity. I am asking Google to remove the index for www.Ashtonderoy.ca . To my personal beliefs it is blasphemy and slander of a Communist Wiccan God.
Motor impairment, such as difficulty walking, tremor, loss of muscle movement, weakness or rigidity – Yes
Trouble swallowing (dysphagia) – Yes
Vision and focusing problems – Yes
Trouble with sense of smell (olfactory abnormalities) – Yes off and on.
Dementia – I keep losing things and buying repeat items.
Suicidal Ideations and Actions
The prevalence of suicidal thoughts.” Concussion and Autism: A Dangerous Mix Autism Citizen.
To make things worse. I feel I have a toxic family.
How I want to be remembered? I want to be remembered for calling people out on their shit. I want to be belligerent, rude and Honest beyond comprehension. My siblings Except with Kaylib. With Kaylib I want him to remember me as Empathetic, sweet and Loving. I want to try and leave him something should this be my last concussion. I am not suicidal… Not that anyone is Suicide Prevention trained.
What I will be doing: Playing games, smoking pot, CBD oil and etc. I will also be going to medical appointments, dealing with my psychotic siblings and trying to be with my friends. Even though they don’t get me lately. I will try it.
Last advice from me as a blogger: Don’t wait like I did. Don’t wait until you are sick to tell your addict brother he a sociopath. Don’t wait until you are sick to tell your sister you resent her getting you kicked out. Don’t wait to tell your Step mom to buzz off with her understanding of your mental health. Don’t wait to tell your Military Aunt you don’t give a shit what her title is she can go Fuck herself for how she treats you. Take it from me… I compromised so much that I don’t even like most of my family anymore.