How I protected myself from Mental Health abuse in the future?

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Legal Dictation: This is a Interpersonal and legal argument my family asked me not to argue. That is full disclosure.

I consider the Deroy, McGraw and Hill family to be mental health regressive. Up to and including practices of Rape culture. If they were not. Why didn’t someone give me an Autism book? The answer is Gay bash & the answer is they don’t trust me. I am returning that favor.

As a result. This is an order. If these families submit someone for assessment without consent they are hiding traumatic abuse for their purposes of self-protection and are to be charged with mental health abuse & assault.

Seek help guys! I am not screwing around anymore!

Everyone except Kaylib Drury needs help. Kaylib Drury is the most honest person I know. For all intensive purposes. If Kaylib asked me to, I would own up to abusing them during a Brain Injury because that is how much I love them. To Tracy Carpenter, you outed a Legal God Complex which is not great but I was told I should be grateful because by outing it I won. It gives me back my full Child Abuse Privileges’ that I haven’t used since I was 17. You were unaware that I was the family’s legal ticking time bomb for mental health reform. SURPRISE MOTHER F*****! I am an Intersex ticking time bomb!

Sincerely

Always Kaylib’s

Ashton De Roy.

Here is my related research to prove this argument:

Manson, M. (© 2016). The Subtle Art of Not Giving a F*ck. San Francisco: Mark Manson HarperCollins. Given by Tanya Dubois. I hope for good reasons.

Rudan, C. (n.d.). Addiction Counsellor. Ex boyfriend and talented therapist.

Herbert, D., & Weintraub, K. (2012). The Autism Revolution (934088603 731188014 D. Stradling, Trans.). New York, NY: Random House Audio. Self-purchased for the purposes of Autism Aware after June 8th 2020 post Autism + Concussion .

I am the Autistic Ostrich

I am the Autistic Ostrich… Here is what is wrong with me!

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Okay so guess who was empowered by me seeking mental health treatment when I explicitly didn’t ask for it? It was not me the sexual assault victim who bravely moved on. It was not me the victim of amnesia who can’t count on their family. It was my ex, it was my family and it was my old job.

In this essay I am going to outline the stuff I don’t want to talk about on a usual basis. This way people can understand that mental health is not a 1 size fits all solution. In fact if you look in to my record at Quinte Health where I see a counsellor usually, it actually wasn’t supposed to be the solution at all. Why wasn’t this the solution?

Self-Esteem Questionaire:

  1. Do you like yourself as you are? No, what has given me the reason to like myself as I am? The fact that I am smart. Yet my Dad still agreed to have me verify my sexual assault in his separation. The fact that every boyfriend I have ever had has taken control or insulted my mental health. Yet I just keep hoping to fall in love. Yep I am the damaged one. Barely functioning 5 ft 9 rape victim Ashton Deroy takes the blame again. I might of scared people including family & even Kaylib Drury. I will take full blame for that. Do they take full blame for what they do? The fact that there is no Multiculturalism in our family so I am sad. The fact that I am a target for argumentation and debate. Or the fact that I require help from family that I do not receive.
  2. Should people be relatively grateful to have me in their lives? This is what makes mental health such a dumb and worthless occupational field. People either demonstrate they appreciate having you around. Or they do what Liam Hennessy did the entire time I dated him and gaslight me, calling me crazy and screwed up! I was actually approached by Liam Hennessy and asked to charge a person he claimed sexually assaulted him. Even though I never had that same experience.
  3. This is me yesterday lost in my own mind and struggling to get family help in the rain.
  4. If I didn’t know me? I’d think I was okay. No I wouldn’t think I am okay. I am a gay bash victim, a victim of mental manipulations and a rape victim. If I didn’t know me… I would see me behaving how I do and according to popular opinions. I would think I was and I quote “Still fucked up!” Liam Hennessy in regards to special needs people. (By the way I have never called Liam Hennessy out for abusing me. The rush is exhilarating!”)
  5. Growing up was I given the feeling that I properly deserve to exist? Does your Step brother Shane Fraiser repeating the phrases “Sped!” , “Retard.” & “Kill yourself” count? Sarcasm (Entertainment for stupid people) >> If so I was totally given the right to exist.
Meryam Haddad Sustainability Girl

The only idea I would agree to traumatic anxiety wise. After gay bash, after rape and after manipulative torture. I need hugs but they aren’t going to be found anymore because Kaylib Drury left and he was the only person I wanted them from. I need to enjoy cake with my friends… Even though I have brutally transitioned by routine so many times I don’t know who they are anymore. I want to enjoy arts & culture with Ashley…  I don’t believe in a better future because I have never been shown properly the possibility of one.  The proof is in how I got mental help. I was dumped and had all my stuff moved to the Napanee Police. I had seizures in the rain yesterday and still wanted to talk to Kaylib Drury because I missed him.

I get my passive aggressiveness tested even though I said not to because if aggressiveness is triggered I won’t be able to stop it. So I try to be passive and nice hoping that someone will take that for what it is. The fact that I want to learn, love & be cared for. However, I keep getting told somehow… Some way!!! The answer is going to be in seeking psychological help. I am happy to be where I am because I no longer trust the people I am supposed to love.

I have no culture anymore… I have no home… I have no lighter… I have no weed… Why do you think I would choose this help willingly? I have nothing to go back to when I am done. Furthermore I am of the opinion that ODSP is a crutch for families who don’t want to better their financial wellbeing and force independence on self-identified interdependent autistic people with poor self-regulation. This isn’t the help I need. It is the help being forced on me. That is what my mental health professionals told me a long time ago when I self-submitted complex trauma .

Can’t we all just smoke pot and get along?

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I will be your sensitivity reader for lgbtq, autism, mental health

Offer By https://www.fiverr.com/freyawm

Submit for Market Research purposes. Protected under the fair dealings act in Canada. This is a research peace of Fiverr. Let’s get in to this.

This shouldn’t be a surprise for anyone but I do have issues with emotions. That being said I think Autistic people can be a little too over sensitive and that doesn’t work either. For example, Matthew-Clarke.ca Matt has a pattern of irrational behavior such as drunk driving and then resorts to defensive sensitivity. This is actually harmful and interferes with their ability to develop life skills. I do not tolerate this and neither will the Autism Revolution!

Experiment: For the interest of transparency I did train this kid on dealing with difficult customers. Whether they get an A+ or an F it is up to them.

Sensitivity wise: I failed, I really did. F – I am okay with that. I am a customer so let’s do some business!

Quote from seller: “I’m really sorry you were unhappy. You already have the knowledge of the topic that I would normally help with, so I tried to help you with accessibility in other ways. There isn’t really anything negative to say about your content or your idea so there wasn’t much for me to comment on, which is a good sign that you know what you’re doing. I assure you that I do a thorough and thoughtful job when given clear instructions and a goal, but in this case I did the best I could. Thanks.” Keep in mind this is a deliberate stress test that I have paid the participant for.

My first review:

But I didn’t get everything I paid for. So we sent in the Buyers’ Union on Fiverr.

2020-07-17 – We decided to turn this post in to satire. I have my Jen account pretending to be drunk. Today the kid literally pretended to be suicidal to get out of the agreement. Listen, at the end of the day I think you are my competitor. Intention: I am clogging your business to make sure we don’t compete. 6133923561 Quinte West OPP called at 10:51 AM on 07-25-2020 . Note: We still suspect this account is distributing copyrighted works however we have been asked to leave them alone. We request someone else pick up this study from here.

Want to give the Research feedback? I am autistic with seizure episodes and I would love feedback. I would also love resources. Contact me below:

Dear Giant Tiger & Kingston Herald Jennifer Boutilier’s name is my Copyright property.

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Tell Jen to stop stealing from me and censor her name in Marketing and Public Relations Materials. Contact: mgrstore245@gianttiger.com ; check out her Linkedin

By using her name in articles, creative works and not paying me. You are stealing Copyrighted works that I own by Moral Authority. I demand either a payment or you to formally ask for permission. I am very upset about you interfering with my Digital Marketing Business and the Autism Revolution.

Contact: the Kingston Herald and tell them to censor her name until getting permission from Autism Revolution.

Meryam Haddad for Green Party Leadership

Meryam Haddad Instagram link

“Je suis fière d’avoir aider des centaines de famille à se réfugier au Canada. Certains étaient nés apatrides et n’avaient jamais été voulu nulle part ailleurs. Nous devons toujours garder les frontières canadiennes ouvertes aux personnes qui se sauvent de la persécution et qui demandent la protectection permanente. #journéeduréfugié .”

#refugeeday I am proud to have been able to give hundreds of families the chance to come to #canada. Some were born stateless and had no where else to go. We need to keep our borders open to welcome those who are fleeing persecution and who need permanent protect.

Check out her campaign page: https://www.meryam2020.ca/en/her-story

LinkedInn Link. As a Socialist, I am supporting a Dignified Work experience on Fiverr.

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Democratic Capitalist Rules of the Co-op:

Dignified work means a work environment free from harassment, sexism and torment through deliberation.(different countries have different copyright standards. We will either end up being copyright compatible or we won’t. This is the first pitch in Marketing terms.)
Welcome to the Co-op.

 

How a Spiritualist Wiccan shames prejudice
“I am a Wiccan of her majesty’s commonwealth. Do you have an issue with the english? Do you have an issue with the French?  The fact we have first nations siblings not related by blood? HOW DARE YOU!”BlacklivesMatter]
I am autistic and I want to learn and Progress. Email me at Ashtonderoy@gmail.com for any and all necessity education. 

Wiccan Family Business
This was after an American User-made it very clear I was not welcome in their shop for being First Nations related. After sending me a Reddit Strain with the title Slave Labour. “Excuse me?!” Do you think a Wiccan finds that flattering? I am a Traditionalist of the Wiccan Spiritualist faith with a British Heritage. I wanted to smack the bastard with the back of my hand for showing such belligerent hate. But I turned the other cheek and said I worked in Market Research and I would leak his username to the public.  I am competitive to a fault. thecontentpros on Fiverr

To: Duncan Armstrong A case for Political Progressive reform. Pitch for the next lefty.

Duncan Armstrong a case for Progressive reform

Writer’s Bias: Ashton Deroy is Wicca, 26, A community College graduate & Autistic.

September 8th 2018. This man has captured the Progressive imaginations of the city of Quinte West. What happened though? Why didn’t he win? Why didn’t Quinte West get the Progressive reform it Desperately needs!

Time for the truth from a History student at Trenton High with an Advertising Marketing Diploma from Loyalist College.

Purpose: The purpose of your campaign should of been sweeping progressive change.

Methods I propose for the next progressive: You should have jacked up a website with SEO features. Given yourself, a Megaphone of integrated marketing approaches to speak to EVERYONE! 

Resources I propose you use:

  • Vista Print – I use them to Print my own custom made T-Shirts. When I am not working my 9-5 in retail. (I do graphic designs because I graduated marketing.)
  • WordPress Business  
  • Social Media Advertising – I am sure the incredible family at Willow’s Publishing would be happy to walk anyone through a web-based strategy & a publishing strategy. (Pending their affiliations.) I have no clue.

Hell if it is to get a Social Reformer/lefty elected. I will pay for Marketing resources! Text me at 6138881958.

Referenced from InQuinte

 

3 problems with scheduling your content creation on Social Media & Blogging.

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Hey guys, so I have been hearing about the benefits of Content scheduling as well as Hootesuite since my first year of college ever. I personally am not thrilled about the standardization of the practice from a U/X experience. Where we think we’ve found efficiency as Marketers? We may of actually just found lamely executed shortcuts. 

I am an anti-Marketer but a firm believer in interpersonal sales & service. 

Here are the problems with trying to use the standardized approach to content creation and content promotion:

  1. Lost in the crowd of Notifications – I Subscribe to a lot of content creators on YouTube. Around 11:00a.m. Thursday the 14th of May. My phone was lit up with notifications over uploads of scheduled posts. Creatively speaking, It sends the user in 100 different YouTube directions with no focus. Mostly I end up clearing my notifications because it comes at me like hot spam.
  2. It makes the content seem meaningless – Personal curation of content is an underrated concept. This blog is doing it’s best because we manage personal relationships with our readers, clients & stakeholders.
  3. The same failure of TV is a failure of the web – Standardized scheduling for content will be the sure way to become ignored as overly corporate. I personally prefer a dignified marketing & sales approach with engaging and interpersonal content management strategies. A lot of the time when writing a blog I ask myself. What do my readers care about? Radio hosts use the same logic for engaging radio shows. What do our listeners care about? How can we meet them where they are. Rather than make communication convenient for us the content creator.

About author: Ashton Deroy is an experienced ex Market Researcher for Greenwich associated & an ex-Secret Shopper in Kingston Ontario. Consumer experience from promotion and sales perspectives is their written expertise. Ashton Deroy has a diverse education in Digital Marketing, Advertising Marketing Communications & Business. Much of the success of this site has been achieved by the approach of personal sales, customer service & integrating Fiverr Software. 

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3 ways to avoid a stagnant Social Democracy

Ashton Deroy writes: I have been talking about Cooperatives. A Business model I seriously admire and one that I believe can truly reduce poverty. It wouldn’t be completely honest though if I didn’t talk about the pitfalls for a Socially democratic collective. The truth is I have some negative experiences for the model of Social Democracy that I stand up for so much.

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Social Democracy Instagram

Let’s go back to 2018 when I was removed from Seneca Pride. I won’t even be denied that I deserved it. Despite the fact, it was clear to many observers that the “Mean Girls” had taken over the Pride group. What did I learn from this experience though?

Well, I have 3 ways to get past deadlocks in Social Democracy:

  • Hold Procedural votes – We all liked the idea of hold Social democratic votes over Facebook in our Seneca Pride group. There may have been student government regulations that prevented this process. I was also in favor of raised hand voting from within the group. Just as long as we got the votes done. Which is the case of Seneca Pride… We did not. It is worth noting the real reason I took Politics at Seneca College as a General Education course was to better manage the Social Democracy happening from within this group. The key to procedural votes 1. Setting firm dates. 2. Setting a firm process.  3. Allowing members to abstain by choice or not showing up.
  • Allow authoritative decision making – Not everything can be decided by vote. Sometimes you have to trust an authority on the subject matter. Sometimes choices aren’t democratic. Sometimes decisions should be made by Utilitarian principles, expertise, or other moral principles. I often discouraged anti-police sentiment from within Seneca Pride. This was because I felt morally obligated to ensure the health & safety of Seneca Pride members. Many of whom were going to seek permanent residence within Canada. I believe it would be easier for them to integrate permanently as comrades if they were to buy into the Commonwealth phrase of “Peace, Order and Good Government.” . I was also adamant that OPP from within Toronto only be blamed for actions committed by them. Not action committed by American authorities. Despite the fact, Black Lives Matters had an agenda of promoting a borderless approach to civil rights issues from within our group. Despite our opposition, this would be a group I grew to admire for their grassroots civil rights movement.
  • Don’t be afraid of hurting feelings – Even in a democracy, we can not reach a Utopia of everyone being happy. I like to say Even Soviet Russia had Conservatives. Referring to farmers who protected Private Property in agriculture-related to the New Economic Plan of Lenin. Sometimes the practical decisions can leave people feeling a bit disenchanted.

“The time at our disposal is limited…. The material means of achieving ends are limited. We have been turned out of Paradise….” Lionel Robbins. I feel like that quote is the perfect note to end in when we talk about Social Democracy. Whether we like it or not we have to be practical in our approach to a more modern collective. Well and isn’t that just a bummer?

Remember to check out my Business Planning Service… Yes I would be happy to help you plan your Social Democracy in a Cooperative.